How are you feeling?

AGR

Well-known member
Finaly I am getting rid of some people,only a couple days more,cant believe I didnt snap,guess this shows a lot of progress.:)
 

Danfalc

Banned
depressed, worthless, alone

Sorry to hear that Coyote.Your messages are normally quite up beat and positive so I'm hoping your just having a bad day and that tomorrow will bring better things for you.

I'm feeling more stable than I have done in a long long time.Rather than just enjoy it though and relax I'm going to really work at my therapy and goals and keep pushing myself.
 
True, in fact, I think you have inspired me even more to go to the park and bury myself in SA books and jot down think about some stuff - thanks man ;)... can't allow our complacency to stop us huh? :)
 

Danfalc

Banned

coyote

Well-known member
^ thanks, I'll need that in the morning

(after i finish off this pitcher of margaritas and pass out)
 

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
I feel so stupid. I had a meeting for track(college freshman) and I showed up 25 minutes late for the 45 minute meeting! It was just a mandatory meaning to sign some stuff but still. Everyone saw me show up late, and this is only the second track team event we've had. In the first one we all went around and said our names, hometown, and event and I mumbled mine and some other kid yelled "Nobody heard you!" which was terrible too. I must look like a lazy loser that's just gonna get cut (probably all true).
 

lunaticbinge

Well-known member
In the first one we all went around and said our names, hometown, and event and I mumbled mine and some other kid yelled "Nobody heard you!" which was terrible too. I must look like a lazy loser that's just gonna get cut (probably all true).

Argh! I can relate so well that I feel uncomfortable just reading that. I hate moments like that!:mad:
 

worrywort

Well-known member
just come back from another social gathering thing, and it's unreal how messed up my brain still gets in those things......I just don't get it......It's like I have this constant lump in my throat and hole in my heart, like I'm still missing a piece of me that everybody else seems to have already found.....and they're all happily talking about redecorating the kitchen and buying new cars etc....while inside I'm just crying out for someone or something to fill this gaping void inside my heart. To just notice me. I dunno how to explain it. How come everybody's SOOOO BLOODY HAPPY?!?!?! Aren't there any people out there who feel the same sadness I feel? .....I dunno.....the strange thing is I don't think these feeling are wholly bad. I think a part of me perversly likes feeling this way!.....I dunno....I'm going to bed.....
 
Definitely not :) I think it's always important to ask ourselves do we wan't to be like this?If not then we need to ask ourselves what we are doing about it..

Totally. Sorry I didn't see this post before :eek:

Maybe take a look at this too if you get the chance,I would definitively recommend it.

Overcoming Social Anxiety & Shyness: Amazon.co.uk: Gillian Butler: Books

Will do man, always looking for input/ideas on how to overcome this :). Thx!
 

dottie

Well-known member
thanks! you guys are awesome! your luck worked!

went to my THIRD interview with the same company today. i think it's in the bag! the interviewer even complimented me on my "poise" and outfit. she also complimented me on the flow of my speech (lolwhat?) for me to get complimented on POISE during an interview is a big deal because i've been told by interviewers themselves that i interview poorly. i hope that i can do a good job and make them happy.

also, i went out last night to open mic and had fun (in my own uptight, introverted way). planning to go back, become familliar, loosen up, and possibly sing/play up there, too.

things are going well, feeling grateful.
 
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