gustavofring
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For me I once worked at a sort of retail thing that sells stuff like coffee and snacks in trains. Employees with huge back packs filled with coffee go on trains and then sell it to people on it.
I was about 20, completely inexperienced, but I got placed in a pretty high position, like a sort of floor-manager, the one who arranges that all the guys with the backpacks catch the trains at the right time and that their backpacks are filled with the right stuff. Also had to count the money and other stuff. I guess they hired me because I was young (cheap) and because I guess they somehow saw me as a confident person. I was really glad that I got the job, I was high on the fact that people gave me a pretty well paid job with responsibility.
I didn't last a week. I was fired.
I blacked out completely. It started off with not sleeping well the night before, as I always have when starting new jobs. Got confused with train times, forgot all sorts of stuff, had trouble counting money, and the worst thing is that I forgot to put the lid on the coffee backpacks after they were filled. I forgot about it because I was so nervous during training. So, the hot coffee leaked a lot. It's a miracle noone got injured. But the whole place was a wet mess. It was just so embarrassing, everyone was judging, making jokes, or pitying me. I could sink through the floor.
I was just so completely numbed out by anxiety that I completely screwed up. Jobs with this sort of responsibility and fast interaction are just a NO-GO for me, unless I get proper time to prepare. And also really grasp what the work is. It might just be me, and my numbing anxiety, but some people are also really BAD at clearly explaining all the Ins and outs of a job.
I was about 20, completely inexperienced, but I got placed in a pretty high position, like a sort of floor-manager, the one who arranges that all the guys with the backpacks catch the trains at the right time and that their backpacks are filled with the right stuff. Also had to count the money and other stuff. I guess they hired me because I was young (cheap) and because I guess they somehow saw me as a confident person. I was really glad that I got the job, I was high on the fact that people gave me a pretty well paid job with responsibility.
I didn't last a week. I was fired.
I blacked out completely. It started off with not sleeping well the night before, as I always have when starting new jobs. Got confused with train times, forgot all sorts of stuff, had trouble counting money, and the worst thing is that I forgot to put the lid on the coffee backpacks after they were filled. I forgot about it because I was so nervous during training. So, the hot coffee leaked a lot. It's a miracle noone got injured. But the whole place was a wet mess. It was just so embarrassing, everyone was judging, making jokes, or pitying me. I could sink through the floor.
I was just so completely numbed out by anxiety that I completely screwed up. Jobs with this sort of responsibility and fast interaction are just a NO-GO for me, unless I get proper time to prepare. And also really grasp what the work is. It might just be me, and my numbing anxiety, but some people are also really BAD at clearly explaining all the Ins and outs of a job.
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