Girlfriend, friends, connections, flat and good job. In other words... not having SA, everything else would come with that like it comes to everybody else.
Another thing to add to my list... a boyfriend that would make me happy. Sometimes I think that if I had someone that loved me then everything would be ok because they would accept me for me and I would not need to worry about anything. So what you have said is exactly what I feel.
Being exposed to people and not worrying sick what they would think of me.
Just for 5 seconds I would like to feel that i don't care about what the others
think of me. Just for 5 seconds of freedom. No doubt it could make me happy
for a lifetime
if i was released from society's expectations (mainly work)
if i never had to work again
if i could be independant without living in poverty
if i was respected (and maybe even liked) in the workplace
if i was better at making jokes, being relaxed, and more talkative
If I had to name one thing that would make me happy right this very moment, it would be to have have some perspective on my life & the world around me. I know there's so much more to the world, if I could just have a little, tiny bit of perspective on things, I might be able to appreciate my own situation.
A large pair of brass knuckles? Haha! ) (yeah I know what you meant... me too!)
I think I would be happier if: I didn't have depression, didn't have anxiety, if I could have at least one girl friend and romantic relationship before I die, and if everyone liked me and I didn't feel the need to always buy my friends out of fear that they won't like me because of just "me", if I could be 20 again, have my dad back from the grave, win the lottery, have my own home, be healthy...