What a pointless life

froghat

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#1
Wake up
go to work
feel unconfident and awkward around everyone at work
Can't wait to go home
come home
Depressed about being alone and not having a girlfriend
go to sleep
back to work hating socializing with people
Not able to make friends with women
gooooooo home and feel like crap

repeat over and over and over again until I die. I can' take this crap anymore. It all boils down to confidence. I have none and that just makes everything harder. I'm Fing socially retarded and there is no hope.


THE END

Goodnight, I need to be well rested for anoher sh*t day
 

EasySkankin

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#4
Yess sir... I agree with jesus.

I'm in the same situation that you are, but am a lot more hopeful. All I can say is, do something about it if you hate it so much. Any little thing counts.. that's how I started. Like I said, i'm in the same situation that you are, but more happy about it now than a few monthes ago. I even went out a couple days ago and danced with a few girls (I have never done that - never had a girlfriend). They liked me... they touched me and let me touch them :p (One of them even wanted to have sex with me, but I'm still a little "socially retarded"(lol)... so..)

Social anxiety is a bitch, I know... but it's not impossible to get out of. Believe me, it is a lot easier once you have started, we only make it hard on ourselves.
 
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Ren Koutaisou

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#5
Sounds like my life also, but when there's no work for me, it's way worse. Many people at my job are really friendly, outgoing, and super confident. I can't even ****ing speak clearly and loud. People just go around yelling stuff like they don't care.
 

dead24

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#6
We're the same, always uncomfortable, awkward, nervous, boring, worrying, shi*ty etc. the only difference is that im in college. What makes it harder is that im a pretty slow learner, like i have to do 5x the effort of an average student just to keep up, and what makes it even harder is that i have no one to ask for help.
 
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#8
DO you absolutely need ot work? If not, I would quit. I did this myself so that I can take a break and fix the circumstances in my life. Working while going through problems like these will make you ignore them and make them worse too. I suggest try going to some support groups, try developing life skills and more experience. Get out more and see things and meet people. The way I see it, theres no rush to work. We are worked like slaves, Im not so enthusiastic about being a slave worker. Im more into doing things I enjoy and earning an income doing it. But first I need to find that out. Why dont you find out who you are and what you value in life? This is up to you what you do with your life not anyone else.
 

Rembrandt Broam

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#9
I can definitely identify with this.

The very first thought that hits my waking mind in a morning is whether it is the weekend. Then there's the rapidly sinking feeling when I realise that it isn't (well, 5/7ths of the time) and I have to drag myself out of bed for the same routine yet again. Same journey to work, same people, same problems, same things to do, before heading home and having far too little time before it all starts over again.

::(:
 

zav943

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#14
*shudder*

I'm normally upbeat on this forum and I don't like to compound to the depressive chorus but that's...uh...that's not too different from the life I'm leading. I have such a hard time socializing at work...especially at lunch time, I usually just go early before anyone's there, grab some food and skedaddle before I see anyone I know...go upstairs, close my office door, eat and waste my half hour lunch...

Sometimes (I guess tomorrow), I go to the gym at 2 pm (when very few people are there) just to vent.

Other than that, I would describe my life to be very similar to yours.
 
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very_shy

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#17
I have been working already for 6 months or so and noticed that while I work, I don`t think so much about my... anomalies. Although I work in a surrounding where communication with people is many times essential, I still lack some even more basic social skills.

So this week I am on vacation and the little thoughts about who I am, why I am... came again...
 
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recluse

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#19
The one place i do have some kind of social life is at work. I come home and i dwell on how miserable i feel with no friends/girlfriend.
 

Tiercel

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#20
Wake up
go to work
feel unconfident and awkward around everyone at work
Can't wait to go home
come home
Depressed about being alone and not having a girlfriend
go to sleep
back to work hating socializing with people
Not able to make friends with women
gooooooo home and feel like crap

repeat over and over and over again until I die. I can' take this crap anymore. It all boils down to confidence. I have none and that just makes everything harder. I'm Fing socially retarded and there is no hope.


THE END
Sort of like my life, but with some differences:

Wake up.
Wish I had a job to go to.
Think about applying for any job.
Realize that no one will hire me and get ridiculously stressed out about all sorts of things.
Wish there was a way to get a job without having to go through many evaluations and not measuring up. A nagging fear of not being good enough seems to keep me from ever being good enough at anything.
Depressed about being alone and useless.
Go to sleep.
Back to needing a job, though hating socializing with people.
Not able to make friends with women. You know, that whole "afraid of not being good enough" thing again. Nothing against women, just against myself. For some reason I chase most of them away.
Stay home and feel like crap.

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