Apersonalan
Well-known member
Ever since I was young I've always wanted to travel back in time and not just travel back in time but it's like the past always gives me good memories of what were when in actuality it probably wasn't as good. The more I get bored with the present gets me thinking about the past and I don't really have a future set so the past always seems to conjure up those nostalgic moments for me like the times were magic and pure gold. For example when I was a kid in the early 1990's I wanted to travel back to 1988 because I had out of place memories of Hulk Hogan and this beer and wine store my dad went to, they took it down later but I remember being in his car waiting for him and the hot heat, thinking about Hulk Hogan randomly and just the look of the area, for some reason I was really enthusiastic about that moment in time. In the late 90's I wanted to travel back to the early 90's and in 2002 I wanted to travel back to 1999. I don't remember 2003 and 2004 being a monumental occasion but now I want to relive those moments, even 2006 seems nostalgic to me now. I'm always living in the past and my memories but it's not just because I'm doing nothing now it's because the past always gives me this enthusiastic feeling more than the present or future and its just always been that way.
If I could fold the fabrics of time into the past or enter some kind of black hole into various moments in time I'd most likely travel back to 1996 I had PTSD and missed out on a lot of good times, I would rewrite my luck to stop certain events from happening.
If I could fold the fabrics of time into the past or enter some kind of black hole into various moments in time I'd most likely travel back to 1996 I had PTSD and missed out on a lot of good times, I would rewrite my luck to stop certain events from happening.
I don't think, given the choice, I would go back. There are some really embarrassing things I would like to erase and many times when I could have cried out for help. But I kind of believe in the whole "butterfly flaps its wings" thing. If I change the past, will the present and future be any different? There really is no way to guarantee that you could improve upon it. I've made it this far... I think I'll just keep going at my present rate. I do understand what you are saying, though. And I'm sorry, but I can't resist...any...lon...ger......
