The thing that really makes me happy at the moment, is that my mom is still keeping her head up high while she got threw'n out of her band. She's the lead singer, well.. She was. :/
I know her feeling of sadness and being upset, but I can also see it brings motivation and strong thoughts to new goals.
She's a real admiration.
I mean, she lost 11 KG. She is fighting really hard to lose weight, I think she's beautiful, but I mean, she wants to feel beautiful too, so I really hope she will feel Precious like she is.
I mean : sometimes things need to change for yourself, to make you feel beautiful or happy or proud, it counts for me too, I want to grow my hair to feel more confident and gain 10 KG. LOL. Also I dyed my hair back to original collour and I feel more close to being myself, only now I need to change a little, I am already wearing the clothes I fitt myself goodly to, just a skatergirl , tomboyish and casual !
Only a few things are still pressuring my confident to a lack of feeling good."
Also it's in my head, but I know I can ease my mind by a few steps..^^ also to become more assertive, I'm happy that I'm more talk active and just say things whatever I could think after I said it.
I'm OCD for real.. Yuppp
Also I admire my mom for doing sports while my dad isn't such a runner haha :
: She also would love to do sports at gym soon, I will definitely acompany her. ^_^
I am also happy that I got a free card for the gym facilities, I'm going to use them every week, I really love to stay in shape and be athletic... Cool right?!
I'm also happy of the fact that I got great feedback on my school results, my teacher said I'm the best of class. Still feel pretty zomg about this comment like WOW
He is sure that I will cartificate and get a diploma/graduate, because he believes in it!
And what mostly makes me happy is that I was video chatting with my girlfriend yesterday, we had so much fun, and was really funny too.
I was kinda anxious though to videochat, although I see her in real a lot haha, funny. But videochatting is kind of odd for me. But now I can see it's so much fun!
Especially when she looks so cute
and she said 'you don't need to say something, only looking into your eyes is the greatest thing'' I feel the same about her too:$
She always makes me feel so happy , she's wonderful<3