Have been to college today, after 3 years of hiding myself from the world
Now I finally have the strength to walk there in a class full of 21 people and sit in the canteen, still really anxious, but not let it overwhelm me and just go for it
I'm really happy !! It's like I finally do the way to go
I've been fighting so long for it and now i can handle it !!
I never feel proud, but now I do , because it's a mile stone for me which I had in my mind since forever..... well forever??? Fighting yea... avoiding forever.. but i now look my fear straight in the eye and walk forward ^^