Lately I've realized that I keep my anxiety levels low by simply not attempting the things that cause me the most anxiety, and convincing myself that I don't care that I haven't accomplished whatever that happens to be. But it seems that my "tolerance" for anxiety is getting lower and lower. I know this isn't healthy, but I just can't even think about trying to do certain things (like apply for jobs, make phone calls, talk to people I don't know, etc.). Can anyone else relate?
lurknomore.
What you have written is a positive step in recovery.
You understand that you can only hide for so long before the anxiety levels creep up.
Something you should of done, avoided it now your mind won't stop thinking about it...right.
Look at the range of emotions.
fear, anxiety, nervous, panic, excitement, fail etc
You know these emotions will run through your mind because you have no control over them.
If you remain CALM at all times you can keep these emotions contained.
Once you have left the situation do not entertain any undoing thoughts or you will unlock these emotions.
Even if you experiment by staying calm at the situation- that's all nothing else.
It may take a few times but you will see the inner strength you have.
Sure you will have after thoughts, just work on being calm.
Once you start to get p8ssed off with after thoughts then work on them.
One postive step at a time.