aloneloner
Active member
idk why im doing this..just something to try i guess.
this is more for personal release then replies, but any replies are appreciated.
I cant talk to people..i always feel unneeded/unloved. I should probably see a therapist or something but i feel too far gone. Is it possible to be normal after all of this? It feels like the more i try to fix it the worse it gets..the only other option is to give up. killing myself isn't an option, so the only option is living alone and rejected by all people, without trying to fix it. :crying:
what do i do..give in to suicide, or live an empty life..I'm convinced there is no cure for me. the normal advice of "getting out" or "be yourself" has the exact opposite effect. the more i get out, the less i want to be around people. the more i try to be myself, the less like me i feel.
is anyone still reading? does anyone care/know enough to help me.
I guess im doing this more for help then release :blushing:
Do i just sound like i feel sorry for myself? I cant operate normally is social situations,..so ya, I feel a little sorry for myself. What other option do I have?
if anyone cares: I'm not suicidal (It wont happen), I just feel like thats the only option left. I cant keep living like this.
I'm nervous posting this..but noone here knows me anyway:crying:
this is more for personal release then replies, but any replies are appreciated.
I cant talk to people..i always feel unneeded/unloved. I should probably see a therapist or something but i feel too far gone. Is it possible to be normal after all of this? It feels like the more i try to fix it the worse it gets..the only other option is to give up. killing myself isn't an option, so the only option is living alone and rejected by all people, without trying to fix it. :crying:
what do i do..give in to suicide, or live an empty life..I'm convinced there is no cure for me. the normal advice of "getting out" or "be yourself" has the exact opposite effect. the more i get out, the less i want to be around people. the more i try to be myself, the less like me i feel.
is anyone still reading? does anyone care/know enough to help me.
I guess im doing this more for help then release :blushing:
Do i just sound like i feel sorry for myself? I cant operate normally is social situations,..so ya, I feel a little sorry for myself. What other option do I have?
if anyone cares: I'm not suicidal (It wont happen), I just feel like thats the only option left. I cant keep living like this.
I'm nervous posting this..but noone here knows me anyway:crying: