I don't know if anyone remembers my previous post a few months ago...
Still, I'll try and re cap. On my last post I explained how my dad was hitting the booze almost everyday thanks to "complications" and the "unexpected burden" as he likes to put it. I've tried for months to help him to get him off the drink but to no avial, I've gone round almost everyday to see him, spend time with him and go out with him. I work a 10-11 hour shift, get little sleep and still see him for a few hours. After a discussion the other day about life in general a nice little statement came out saying I was the cause of my mothers death. "I crushed her soul with disappointment and stained her heart with a lost cause" as he put it. Why in Gods name are people...(yes, he's a person now not family) so messed up in the head? I've done everything I can to help. I've tried to become something else my parents didn't want for me, to stand on my own God damn two feet and for what? This?
Screw family, screw people and screw friends. This forum has listened to me more than anyone I know and I hardly post on here anymore because I dont really have the time. Just goes to show, people that are closer to you in real life are Ignorant selfish pieces of.....
Yeah anyway.
Rant over.
Still, I'll try and re cap. On my last post I explained how my dad was hitting the booze almost everyday thanks to "complications" and the "unexpected burden" as he likes to put it. I've tried for months to help him to get him off the drink but to no avial, I've gone round almost everyday to see him, spend time with him and go out with him. I work a 10-11 hour shift, get little sleep and still see him for a few hours. After a discussion the other day about life in general a nice little statement came out saying I was the cause of my mothers death. "I crushed her soul with disappointment and stained her heart with a lost cause" as he put it. Why in Gods name are people...(yes, he's a person now not family) so messed up in the head? I've done everything I can to help. I've tried to become something else my parents didn't want for me, to stand on my own God damn two feet and for what? This?
Screw family, screw people and screw friends. This forum has listened to me more than anyone I know and I hardly post on here anymore because I dont really have the time. Just goes to show, people that are closer to you in real life are Ignorant selfish pieces of.....
Yeah anyway.
Rant over.
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