Artanis
Well-known member
I don't know what is wrong with me today, for an avoidant and love-shy guy I feel as though I'm 'in heat' where I'm desperately wanting to both give and receive affection from some barely imaginary pretty girl...
Unlike usual, my mind is focussed on thoughts of passionate kissing and fondling, and I never thought I would say this but my loins ache... and it's only been a few hours since I experienced "the clouds and the rain"... I don't get it...
I've been frustratingly alone and starving for human affection below my completely inhibited surface for a whole decade now since the beginnings of puberty... why is it all of a sudden that I'm feeling so desperate for intimate affection? - and more importantly, how should I proceed?
I know that frustration and other negative emotions can be bottled up until something triggers the floodgates open... can the same be said for the bottling up of feelings of desiring intimacy? - I'm not talking about simple sexual gratification, I'm talking about something emotionally deeper than that...
Unlike usual, my mind is focussed on thoughts of passionate kissing and fondling, and I never thought I would say this but my loins ache... and it's only been a few hours since I experienced "the clouds and the rain"... I don't get it...
I've been frustratingly alone and starving for human affection below my completely inhibited surface for a whole decade now since the beginnings of puberty... why is it all of a sudden that I'm feeling so desperate for intimate affection? - and more importantly, how should I proceed?
I know that frustration and other negative emotions can be bottled up until something triggers the floodgates open... can the same be said for the bottling up of feelings of desiring intimacy? - I'm not talking about simple sexual gratification, I'm talking about something emotionally deeper than that...