I met a few people online, in internet boards and such. I feel happy to have someone to talk to (I don't have real life friends), but the problem is, I always think these relationships are one-sided. Nobody is nearly as interessed in talking to me as I am in talking to them (at least I feel like this).
Other aspect that is difficult to me is the group thing. In the internet board I frequent more there is many little groups of people with the same interests. I can manage to met one person, but I can't manage to blend in with the group, so I feel left aside (this one person will not leave his group to talk to me or something).
There's only one person who I'm very happy to have met. He send me a private message asking me my skype and if we could be friends. After this he often talks to me about many things. The thing that makes me happy is how he takes the initiative to talk to me. He didn't enter in this kind of groups which I talked about, so I feel like he actually values talking to me. Unfortunately this is a very unique case.
Sometimes I just want to never acess that forum again, to never enter in steam and skype and these things again, because I'm really hurting myself even if its a virtual thing. I create unrealistic expectations and everything goes wrong.
Do you guys think I should keep trying to met and be friends with people online or maybe I should left all this because its unhealthy?
PS: really sorry about my english, but bear with me and try to understand.
Other aspect that is difficult to me is the group thing. In the internet board I frequent more there is many little groups of people with the same interests. I can manage to met one person, but I can't manage to blend in with the group, so I feel left aside (this one person will not leave his group to talk to me or something).
There's only one person who I'm very happy to have met. He send me a private message asking me my skype and if we could be friends. After this he often talks to me about many things. The thing that makes me happy is how he takes the initiative to talk to me. He didn't enter in this kind of groups which I talked about, so I feel like he actually values talking to me. Unfortunately this is a very unique case.
Sometimes I just want to never acess that forum again, to never enter in steam and skype and these things again, because I'm really hurting myself even if its a virtual thing. I create unrealistic expectations and everything goes wrong.
Do you guys think I should keep trying to met and be friends with people online or maybe I should left all this because its unhealthy?
PS: really sorry about my english, but bear with me and try to understand.