Not mine but it's one that explains me.
My Mask
by ~TomberDansLaPensee
I feel my life is like a mask,
A disguise on what is true.
A simple easy cover up,
For when I'm feeling blue.
For all you know when I smile,
You can read me from inside,
My mask tell's you I'm happy,
When really I want to die,
I let out a laugh, a simple laugh,
You can see I'm not in strife.
Behind my mask, my mind is busy,
I'm lost within my life,
My mind is lost, it's gone away,
Behind I still feel sore,
I am trying to rid of all bad memories,
From way, way, back, before.
So next time, when you see me smile,
Take a look in my eyes.
The pain will still be there I am sure,
Behind my mask of lies.