i am a massive amy fan, for the last three or four years when i go online i always check my mail, check google news, type amy winehouse into google news and read what shes been up to. she is..was a very shy person, often covering it up with drunken bravado, something i do all the time, i loved her, when i wake with a hangover panic attack thing and cant sleep (which is most days) i pretend i am amy..damn that sounds weird but thats what i have been doing since i got into her music and what i could know about her as a person. i was gutted by her death but probably because i was also so upset about norway when i heard about her death it was a blow. i knew she would die, i dont even feel too sad now..soon she will be back with her blake.