Weirdo
Well-known member
Do you feel guilty/responsible for awkward silences? I realized that this is just another reason why I avoid people. People seem to be less talkative when I'm around or something. I'm also typing this because my flatmate just came here and we didn't say anything besides "hi" and I felt like I should have said something more, but I didn't know whether or not he would be interested in a convo with me. Also in the mornings when we get up we usually just get prepared in silence and I feel that if there was someone else instead of me, they would talk. Damn these social conventions...I feel bad for not starting a conversation even though I'm not interested in having it in the first place.