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hippiechild

hippiechild

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Lunarla... absolutely no way! The Skinnamarink a dink song just popped into my head today. I hadn't so much as thought about it since my 1st grade concert when we had to perform it in front of our parents... My sister, a poor Skinnamarink deprived youth, thought that I'd made it up! Maybe it's a worldwide phenomenon of remembrance! ...a vague association with spring?

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lunarla

lunarla

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hippiechild said:
Lunarla... absolutely no way! The Skinnamarink a dink song just popped into my head today. I hadn't so much as thought about it since my 1st grade concert when we had to perform it in front of our parents... My sister, a poor Skinnamarink deprived youth, thought that I'd made it up! Maybe it's a worldwide phenomenon of remembrance! ...a vague association with spring?

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Oh, joy! I think it very well must have been programmed into me as a young toddler to reactivate in my mind about a decade later. To give me some kind of content bewilderment in the middle of the night as I'm in stage one of sleep. I hope you pass the Skinnamarink movement on to your sister!
 
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davidburke

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Felgen

Felgen

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x_No_Oil_Painting_x said:
I meet some awesome guy online.
We talk for a bit, he makes me laugh and we have cool conversations like we actually knew each other.
We arrange to meet up and go on a random roadtrip - just as friends but it was as if he was considering more,
but i chicken out because of my SA, and intense heart-wrenching assumption he'll be repulsed when he see's how i look in person.
He's cool with it though and we stay in contact.
He tells me he's going to Korea for a few months or a year afterwards
[cant remember how long], and makes a joke sayin' "we'll probably have forgotten about each other."
<"does he want us to forget about each other">
But the night before he goes he sends me a goodbye text telling me that it was really great texting me and sayin' maybe we'll get to go on our mystery roadtrip someday.
<"does he mean that or is he just sayin' it to be nice?">

8 months later im looking thru my old phone and see his number and messages he sent. Trying to decide would it be worth trying to get in contact in june or wait for him to contact me first? Like if he really wanted to stay in contact wouldnt he have given me his email? He prolly has a gf now tho - either way it'd be cool to be friends with him.
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What do you have to lose by contacting him? A girl I lost contact with almost two years ago contacted me again a short while ago. We're planning to go on a date.

If he judges you because of your anxiety, he's a sick fuck who doesn't deserve your attention.
 
Dronee

Dronee

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I need practice. Most skills and many things wither away when they're not used.

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Harvest of pain from a rain of words
Hurts they sowed so reaped and gained
Knowingly and not, they maimed and stained
The one who's different in the rain again

Whose trying increases his trials
When the world is moving in colors swirling
The gray man is running away from being
From nothing, to nothing and with nothing

Life is short but it seemed too long
Time in life wasted in waiting for death
When every moment and every breath
Seems to drown the little hope that's left

But shall I tell of the nature of hope?
That which springs forth from the strangest places
And when you thought there remained no traces
It rises anew to lift you up to dare again to be the first
To live, love and rain
The rain that nurtures a grain of hope
The rope of rescue for the man apart
So rain anew in my heart again

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Hmmm... really need to practice more. So many things to do. Depression and insomnia.
 
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