SilentBird
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Why won't my thoughts shut the hell up? :
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Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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MikeyC
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My thoughts do the same thing. Changing your thoughts to something positive is the best way, but, as we all know, that's certainly not an overnight fix.Why won't my thoughts shut the hell up? :
SilentBird
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You get it.
Phoenixx
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Random thoughts and happenings for the night:
1.) I feel sick and I don't know why. Anxiety still? I don't know but I kind of feel like throwing up.
2.) I never got done what I wanted to do today. Hopefully I can do it tomorrow, I hate putting things off.
3.) I downloaded a DS rom and started playing Pokemon Platinum. I'm not sure if I like it yet or not. I'm more of a RBY/GSC only fan. (I've played Sapphire, but was never a fan of it. Pretty much why I stopped playing after Gen. 3)
4.) The first day of my little challenge to myself has been successful. Hopefully I can keep this up.
5.) My "second brother" (as I like to call him) stopped by tonight, and he's actually still here. He's really an old best friend of my brother. They parted ways last fall, and I haven't seen him since then, because... well, mostly because they're both too stubborn to get along and get over whatever they're problem was/still is. My brother didn't even stop to say hi or talk to him when he walked through the door. I came out though to say hi and talk with him for a bit. We're not super close, but like I said he's always been like an older brother to me, ever since I was about 10. Sure we've had our moments where he teased me and acted like a douche, and I'd give it right back, but he always comes back around and treats me better. Anyway, apparently he's leaving for Nevada next month. Hard to believe, I never thought he'd leave this town actually, or at least venture out that far. I'm happy for him, it'd do him some good I think.
1.) I feel sick and I don't know why. Anxiety still? I don't know but I kind of feel like throwing up.
2.) I never got done what I wanted to do today. Hopefully I can do it tomorrow, I hate putting things off.
3.) I downloaded a DS rom and started playing Pokemon Platinum. I'm not sure if I like it yet or not. I'm more of a RBY/GSC only fan. (I've played Sapphire, but was never a fan of it. Pretty much why I stopped playing after Gen. 3)
4.) The first day of my little challenge to myself has been successful. Hopefully I can keep this up.
5.) My "second brother" (as I like to call him) stopped by tonight, and he's actually still here. He's really an old best friend of my brother. They parted ways last fall, and I haven't seen him since then, because... well, mostly because they're both too stubborn to get along and get over whatever they're problem was/still is. My brother didn't even stop to say hi or talk to him when he walked through the door.
I came out though to say hi and talk with him for a bit. We're not super close, but like I said he's always been like an older brother to me, ever since I was about 10. Sure we've had our moments where he teased me and acted like a douche, and I'd give it right back, but he always comes back around and treats me better. Anyway, apparently he's leaving for Nevada next month. Hard to believe, I never thought he'd leave this town actually, or at least venture out that far. I'm happy for him, it'd do him some good I think.
Srijita52
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Thanks Mikey. I hope you're doing good.
I'm sorry you're feeling anxious, I hope you feel better soon. I'm glad you're first day was successful, keep it up.Random thoughts and happenings for the night:
1.) I feel sick and I don't know why. Anxiety still? I don't know but I kind of feel like throwing up.
2.) I never got done what I wanted to do today. Hopefully I can do it tomorrow, I hate putting things off.
3.) I downloaded a DS rom and started playing Pokemon Platinum. I'm not sure if I like it yet or not. I'm more of a RBY/GSC only fan. (I've played Sapphire, but was never a fan of it. Pretty much why I stopped playing after Gen. 3)
4.) The first day of my little challenge to myself has been successful. Hopefully I can keep this up.
5.) My "second brother" (as I like to call him) stopped by tonight, and he's actually still here. He's really an old best friend of my brother. They parted ways last fall, and I haven't seen him since then, because... well, mostly because they're both too stubborn to get along and get over whatever they're problem was/still is. My brother didn't even stop to say hi or talk to him when he walked through the door.
I've sort of a second brother too, we were very close when I was younger but I haven't seen him for ages.
MikeyC
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Procrastination is very bad sometimes. I try not to let it overtake, but sometimes it does and I waste the whole day on frivolous crap. This is an opportunity for you to make amends tomorrow.
This is good, but forgive my memory: what challenge are you setting for yourself?
Thank you, Srijita, and yes, I'm good.Thanks Mikey. I hope you're doing good.
Srijita52
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I'm glad you're doing good.Thank you, Srijita, and yes, I'm good.
Phoenixx
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^ It was a really random challenge I decided to set for myself the other night. Basically trying to get over my extreme self-consciousness and phobia of taking photos of myself. Wrote a whole Tumblr post about it here, if you'd like to take a look. (I apologize for the incredibly small font. It's the layout I'm using, and while trying to change the font size it never looked right, so I got frustrated with it and gave up. Just zoom in a little, I guess.)
Srijita52
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Wow its great idea to face your fears Phoenixx. Good luck with your challange. I'll be looking forward to see your photos.
Its very hot here too.
Ugh, summer's here. That means everyone have activities they'll do, travel around, attend to festivals, go to the beach, sit outside and dine and all that.
And all you can do is observe it from the window. And the heat, the HEAT! Good thing I'll be in my cold grave when the human's bring global warming doom upon themselves. But as of matters now, I might haft to experience that too.
And all you can do is observe it from the window. And the heat, the HEAT! Good thing I'll be in my cold grave when the human's bring global warming doom upon themselves. But as of matters now, I might haft to experience that too.
MikeyC
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Ah, awesome. I definitely hope I get to see your photos! It can be very difficult to get your picture up, but I hope you can gain the courage for it. Once you do it I'm sure you'll realise it was not so bad.
I kinda dislike this whole cracking down on copyright infringement thing. I understand people want to break even and earn money of of their products. But it's getting ridicules when you look at the sum of money people are being sued for.
If I were to spend a week to make the perfect cake that costs me hundreds of Euros, and could somehow clone it infinitely and distribute it for free, you can be DAMN sure the whole planet gets a piece for free.
Respect for artists and all that, but when a average person is sued to bankruptcy because he/she downloaded a song/movie of someone that lives in a mansion the size of a football field, it's nothing short of a display of contemptible greed.
If I were to spend a week to make the perfect cake that costs me hundreds of Euros, and could somehow clone it infinitely and distribute it for free, you can be DAMN sure the whole planet gets a piece for free.
Respect for artists and all that, but when a average person is sued to bankruptcy because he/she downloaded a song/movie of someone that lives in a mansion the size of a football field, it's nothing short of a display of contemptible greed.
When a 27 year old man likes a highschool page that he's never been too and likes it because he like highschool chicks is disturbing. Sadly he thinks he's normal, no dude you're not. He does not want women his own age because he doesn't want herpes etc. Anyone that has ever slept with anyone he does not want them although he has. He thinks he can't catch anything with someone who haven't done anything so he never use condoms with these girls. I hate people so much I want to tell someone about this guy and kick his idiot behind. He's a dumb idiot.
AsTimeBurns
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Due to me always feeling guilty about everything, I have this weird thing where when I am listening to music on headphones, I have to keep constantly checking that no-one was calling me, in case they needed help or something and I couldn't hear them. It's ridiuclous, but now today my mum was calling for help..and I couldn't hear her.
Had to call an ambulance and wait for what seemed like ages, while she was on the floor in agony, screaming, begging me to make the pain stop. I feel so ****ing helpless, there's nothing I can do to help.
Hopefully she'll be alright, they took her up the hospital earlier and my dad is going up there in 20-30 mins to see what's going on. I imagine it's the gall stones again, not life threatening but apparently some of the worst pain you can experience.
I'm stressed the hell out, don't know what to do.
Had to call an ambulance and wait for what seemed like ages, while she was on the floor in agony, screaming, begging me to make the pain stop. I feel so ****ing helpless, there's nothing I can do to help.
Hopefully she'll be alright, they took her up the hospital earlier and my dad is going up there in 20-30 mins to see what's going on. I imagine it's the gall stones again, not life threatening but apparently some of the worst pain you can experience.
I'm stressed the hell out, don't know what to do.
lonelyworm
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Thinking if i will ever move on and make something of my life ??
lonelyworm
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lol same here
this_portrait
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I'm a combination of pissed off, depressed, and hysterical. Yet I'm not freaking out and screaming bloody murder. I wish I could, though.
This is one of those times where I just wish a damn miracle would happen. I'm starting to see why some of the unemployed put a bullet through their brains, because I certainly feel like doing that right now.
This is one of those times where I just wish a damn miracle would happen. I'm starting to see why some of the unemployed put a bullet through their brains, because I certainly feel like doing that right now.
MikeyC
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Can you report him?
Wow, that's horrible! I hope she's alright. You did the right thing regarding calling an ambulance. I can understand you're stressed out but you've done what you can.
I have similar thoughts.
Being unemployed and trying to find work is a very stressful and draining experience. I assume that's what you're going through? Hang in there and I'm positive something will come up for you.
Srijita52
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I'm sorry portrait. I hope you feel better soon.
I hope she gets well soon.