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Agent_Violet

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Srijita52 said:
Yeah, its just that I've a test tomorrow and I can't concentrate at all plus I just found that I've exam phobia lol. Thanks for your concern :)
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oh exam phobia is NO fun. you feel so smart and prepared going into it, then BAM! you forget everything.

i hope you do well on your test...just do some meditation beforehand to help with your nerves:) keep me posted on how you did
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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DeadmanWalking said:
I love it when my family yells at me because of my grades! I mean, it's not like I'm trying, but apparently I'm not! For some magical reason, I'm expected to be capable of things that they themselves don't hold to each other. They get an F in class, then it's alright, but when I screw up, then there's a problem. Hey family, here's some advice: before you start to b**ch at me about my grades and how I'm "not trying," why don't you come up here and maintain A's and B's. When you can do that, then you can yell at me. Until then, shut up and let me do my work!

Now, I feel somewhat better!
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^ Heh, you remind me of myself when it comes to my mother. My mother has always held me on sort of a pedestal for good grades. Yes, I've always been mostly a straight A student, school has always been pretty easy for me (with the exception of math and some sciences), but the older you get the harder those grades become to maintain. She even complains when I get a B on something. :rolleyes: "You need to get that grade up. I'm not happy with it. Blah blah blah." She doesn't get so bad if she knows it's in math because she knows how bad math is for me. But really, it's not like I'm not trying. I just wish she'd stop nagging and complaining about it. I've told her before, but I don't think she really sees how I can't exactly keep up with just straight A's anymore. I honestly think she's part of the reason why I'm such a perfectionist when it comes to school.

Oh, funny story. I remember when I got my first C+ back in 6th grade. My mother was pretty furious with me, went on and on about how I shouldn't have a grade that low, etc. etc. But then when my dad saw it, all he said was "Just try harder next time." Ha! XD Cracks me up how different they are.
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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Agent_Violet said:
oh exam phobia is NO fun. you feel so smart and prepared going into it, then BAM! you forget everything.

i hope you do well on your test...just do some meditation beforehand to help with your nerves:) keep me posted on how you did
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Thanks again Agent_V. I hope you're well too :)
 
MrJones

MrJones

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I lost the bus today... and then run like hell and then waited for it 2 stops after mine
Human 1 - 0 Machine
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Btw it's not the first time I run after a bus... once I didn't notice my cellphone fell of my pocket and I had to run for like 1-1.5 km after it. With flip flops. I got it.
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MrJones

MrJones

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PipsMcClawski said:
Well if I would have saw you running I would have took off too. Im one of those people that when I see someone take off I dont ask questions, I just get the hell out of dodge in case something bad is coming xD
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Now that would have been a interesting to see :D
 
this_portrait

this_portrait

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I made an appointment earlier to see a psychiatrist. I have to wait 3 weeks, but I guess that's better than waiting months. In the meantime, I'll have to make do with CBT, changes in diet, and the occasional antihistamine.
 
JJB

JJB

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I hate this time of year, the weather doesn't exactly help your mood. Being all grey and wet.
 
Piece_By_Piece

Piece_By_Piece

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During the past two days I've had several ups and downs. It's so frustrating, one moment I feel like I'm actually really happy and nothing can harm me and then I just crash down for no reason and fill with desperation and almost feel like killing myself (though I wouldn't). This just keeps happening, sometimes it goes back and forth more than once per day. So sick of it, but I can't help it.
 
moon_x

moon_x

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Piece_By_Piece said:
During the past two days I've had several ups and downs. It's so frustrating, one moment I feel like I'm actually really happy and nothing can harm me and then I just crash down for no reason and fill with desperation and almost feel like killing myself (though I wouldn't). This just keeps happening, sometimes it goes back and forth more than once per day. So sick of it, but I can't help it.
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Thats how I feel most of the time, I rarely feel good... i hope you'll feel better soon though.
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Piece_By_Piece said:
During the past two days I've had several ups and downs. It's so frustrating, one moment I feel like I'm actually really happy and nothing can harm me and then I just crash down for no reason and fill with desperation and almost feel like killing myself (though I wouldn't). This just keeps happening, sometimes it goes back and forth more than once per day. So sick of it, but I can't help it.
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I know the feeling well - felt that way for well more than a few days. But - you've been able to get out of your home in the last 2 days? Just been the last 2 days? Happens a lot tho, when was the last time this cycle happened? Anyways... it won't last forever but I get the frustration there usually is a reason tho even if we can't see/understand it at the time. Wish you well.
 
AsTimeBurns

AsTimeBurns

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My neck, head and eyes have been killing me all day because of sitting at the computer at work.

Now I am home and don't really have anything to do except sit at the computer.

Think I will start looking for a different job after Christmas. Only been there a few months, but I just can't take the neck aches and head aches.
 
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Piece_By_Piece

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Deus_Ex_Lemur said:
I know the feeling well - felt that way for well more than a few days. But - you've been able to get out of your home in the last 2 days? Just been the last 2 days? Happens a lot tho, when was the last time this cycle happened? Anyways... it won't last forever but I get the frustration there usually is a reason tho even if we can't see/understand it at the time. Wish you well.
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Thanks for your kind words. Yes, I've been able to go to school but it's been a struggle. Today I've been in the cycle again, but right now in the "neutral zone". I'm afraid it's not going away, it'll keep happening, like it has been doing that for a long time. Just the past two days it's been really bad. But ATM I'm feeling alright, just waiting for the downhill to start again... for I know it will.
 
DeadmanWalking

DeadmanWalking

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Nothing like PDA to make me uncomfortable, makes me remember how unloved and ignored I am. Not to mention the fact that I was already cold. So, remember kids, to check the weather before you leave or else you'll walk outside to the blistering cold in shorts, like I did::p:.

This public announcement was brought to you by the Deadman:rolleyes:.
 
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