Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

theoutsider said: ↑

Here comes the festive holiday season. I'm not sure how I feel about that.

Personally, I'm dreading it, as always...

Graeme1988 said: ↑

Personally, I'm dreading it, as always...

Same here, I hate the xmas season, its always such a bad time financially and then filled with family dramas and all that crap :kickingmyself:

LoyalXenite said: ↑

Same here, I hate the xmas season, its always such a bad time financially and then filled with family dramas and all that crap :kickingmyself:

Uh-huh! It's always fun when an argument kicks off cuz you've got nuthin' to say to yer relatives during Xmas dinner. :omg: :thumbdown:

I think ah might ask my mum to prop up that empty Jägermeister at the head of the table in ma place.
That way ah might no be there in body, but ah be there in, eh... :shyness:

Graeme1988 said: ↑

Why does the thought of putting my own music out there terrify me?

Dammit! I wish my SA didn't hold me back as much as it does. :sad:

It's b l o o d y frustrating isn't it? :sad:

PugofCrydee said: ↑

It's b l o o d y frustrating isn't it? :sad:

Uh-huh! Very... :kickingmyself: Getting praise from my oldest sister for my music doesnae really help elevate my doubts. :sad: Then there’s the issue of whether I should upload demos as well finished songs? :idontknow:

My life is so damn erratic. It really does my head in.
I guess most of it has been through the decisions I've made, apart from a few "sliding doors moments"..

Each and every day I hear the 737's and the A380's take off from the Airport.. and I crave to be on them.

Wow... this site is more quiet than usual lately.

I just want the mental pain to f*cking STOP!!!!!!!!!!

I am so envious every time I hear of someone dying from cancer, or from a car accident.

So many people die from these things, most of them probably enjoyed life, and didn't actually WANT to die.

Why can't I get cancer or die in a car accident!?

I know cancer is very painful, but I say - bring it on!!
I would swap painful cancer for this unbearable mental pain, anytime.

At least cancer sufferers get an honourable discharge ticket to death, at the end of their extreme pain.

This extreme mental pain is never ending. :sad: :veryangry: :kickingmyself:

LoyalXenite said: ↑

I really hate the unpopped kernals of popcorn in the microwaved bags :bigsmile:

BlackPuma said: ↑

There's always so many. I wonder if anyone has ever had a perfect pop ratio, where non was left.

I am sure that some of the popcorn kernels that don't pop in the microwavable bags, are manipulated - with some sort of manufacturing method - to ensure they don't pop. :thinking:

Then consumers in the store think "Well, seeing as so many in each bag end up unpopped, I should get 2 or maybe even 3 bags, because I don't want (insert friends/partner's name) OR (insert children's name/s) complaining that there is not enough pop corn for them to eat".
= higher profits for the company that manufactures that product.

I prefer the taste of manually cooked popcorn - in a big saucepan with a lid, on top of the stove.
That's how I know that when cooked this way, there are only a tiny amount of kernels that don't end up popping.

Put an upside-down bowl underneath the bag and you'll get better ratios.

FountainandFairfax said: ↑

Put an upside-down bowl underneath the bag and you'll get better ratios.

I don't have any "Thanks" left atm, but you definitely deserve a commendation for this innovative method, Fountain. :brindis:

BlueDays said: ↑

I just want the mental pain to f*cking STOP!!!!!!!!!!

I am so envious every time I hear of someone dying from cancer, or from a car accident.

So many people die from these things, most of them probably enjoyed life, and didn't actually WANT to die.

Why can't I get cancer or die in a car accident!?

I know cancer is very painful, but I say - bring it on!!
I would swap painful cancer for this unbearable mental pain, anytime.

At least cancer sufferers get an honourable discharge ticket to death, at the end of their extreme pain.

This extreme mental pain is never ending. :sad: :veryangry: :kickingmyself:

When I'm in a low and I think about that, I always find it to be such a cruel irony. There are people who don't want to die, and are stripped of life in their prime unexpectedly, and then there are people who probably wouldn't be all that upset upon hearing their doctor use the word terminal but end up living until a ripe old age.

On most levels I recognize it as me just reading too into things. If I'm not though, I'm pretty sure this is how the rest of my life will go.

1) I figure out a solid way to really turn things around, and everything starts going my way and my existence is both enjoyable and beneficial to myself and the entire world.
2) "Sorry Vj, you have [awful disease]. You have one week to live."
3) *Throws arms into air and starts shaking fist at sky*

That, or life stagnates where it is now and I make it to the ripe old age of 107.

What’s the point... ? Every time I say how I feel, they laugh at me. Ah telling it how I see it, they still laugh at me. Can’t even bring myself tae tell them tae “F*ck off” every time my family just barrages into my bedroom without having the courtesy to knock on the door first. :veryangry:

Guess I’m just not allowed to be left alone in peace to do whatever I want, huh? Gotta be social, gotta interact, whether I want to or not. And regardless of the fact that the people I’m attempting to interact with don’t make much of an effort to talk when ah try to engage them in conversation. :kickingmyself: :sad:

Graeme1988 said: ↑

What’s the point... ? Every time I say how I feel, they laugh at me. Ah telling it how I see it, they still laugh at me. Can’t even bring myself tae tell them tae “F*ck off” every time my family just barrages into my bedroom without having the courtesy to knock on the door first. :veryangry:

Guess I’m just not allowed to be left alone in peace to do whatever I want, huh? Gotta be social, gotta interact, whether I want to or not. And regardless of the fact that the people I’m attempting to interact with don’t make much of an effort to talk when ah try to engage them in conversation. :kickingmyself: :sad:

When they laugh, it seems like they don't think you're serious.:question:

lily said: ↑

When they laugh, it seems like they don't think you're serious.:question:

Uh-huh! A funny accent coupled with a monotone vocal delivery has that effect. :sad
And when I get pissed at them for laughing, I’m in the wrong for doing so. :idontknow: They’ll just laugh it off and say sorry as if it wus nuthin’. :thumbdown:

The page number is almost caught up with the current year count.

BlueDays said: ↑

I just want the mental pain to f*cking STOP!!!!!!!!!!

I am so envious every time I hear of someone dying from cancer, or from a car accident.

So many people die from these things, most of them probably enjoyed life, and didn't actually WANT to die.

Why can't I get cancer or die in a car accident!?

I know cancer is very painful, but I say - bring it on!!
I would swap painful cancer for this unbearable mental pain, anytime.

At least cancer sufferers get an honourable discharge ticket to death, at the end of their extreme pain.

This extreme mental pain is never ending. :sad: :veryangry: :kickingmyself:

I've suffered quite bad physical pain before. I was on my motorbike and hit by a car, breaking my leg in 4 places, bones sticking out my leg etc. It was extremely painful, as was the 2 year recovery process.

But mental pain is just.. different. It's the worst. It can cause you to end your own life.

I'm feelin for ya Blue :sad:

I just want to be alone... is that asking too much? I don’t enjoy interacting with people who demand I do so. Being introverted that take lot outta ye.

Just somewhere peaceful, free of distraction and loud, egotistical, c*nty folk if possible. Preferably somewhere me playing music at or until 2am wouldn’t result in a noise complaint. :bigsmile: