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MollyBeGood

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I cannot cry anymore. I start then I feel so mad at myself for feeling so sorry for myself, which crying really is self- pity, then I stop. I used to be able to cry..is this growth? Or am I building up to a massive break down? When someone hurts you it does feel better to cry but now I am just angry I let myself get hurt. I have zero pity for myself anymore. What is going on?
 

Ithior

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I let my phone record sound for almost two hours, the file didn't reach 40mb. Good to know, I might use this this year to record classes. I don't know if that's legal, but I had online classes this past year and it is much better to take notes when you can just pause the lesson whenever you want. I don't plan on selling it or anything anyway, I'm just going to listen to it when I get home from classes and take notes, then delete the file. I really hated having incomplete notes because the teachers talked too fast for me.
 
I cannot cry anymore. I start then I feel so mad at myself for feeling so sorry for myself, which crying really is self- pity, then I stop. I used to be able to cry..is this growth? Or am I building up to a massive break down? When someone hurts you it does feel better to cry but now I am just angry I let myself get hurt. I have zero pity for myself anymore. What is going on?

I'll switch you - I'm tired of crying everyday.
 

AlienGeranium

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I let my phone record sound for almost two hours, the file didn't reach 40mb. Good to know, I might use this this year to record classes. I don't know if that's legal, but I had online classes this past year and it is much better to take notes when you can just pause the lesson whenever you want. I don't plan on selling it or anything anyway, I'm just going to listen to it when I get home from classes and take notes, then delete the file. I really hated having incomplete notes because the teachers talked too fast for me.

I don't know the Laws in Portugal, but in the US the general etiquette is to ask the professor if it's ok to record their class, and if they say yes you're good to go.
 

Ithior

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can't sleep

have work tomorrow

went to bed on time

lay there for hours

shoot me

:)

Can't you get some sort of medication for that? A doctor once prescribed me some medicine to calm me down because I was constantly waking up with cramps on my right side of the belly and one day I thought it was appendicitis (I was a bit paranoid about that because my dad almost died from it). Anyway, I don't take it regularly any more but if I know I'll be in a situation that gets me nervous or I need to sleep but can't, I'll take half of it and it works great. Even if the reason I can't fall asleep isn't my thoughts (for example, my mother snoring really loud when we shared an hotel room) it still works.
 
Can't you get some sort of medication for that? A doctor once prescribed me some medicine to calm me down because I was constantly waking up with cramps on my right side of the belly and one day I thought it was appendicitis (I was a bit paranoid about that because my dad almost died from it). Anyway, I don't take it regularly any more but if I know I'll be in a situation that gets me nervous or I need to sleep but can't, I'll take half of it and it works great. Even if the reason I can't fall asleep isn't my thoughts (for example, my mother snoring really loud when we shared an hotel room) it still works.

I don't always have trouble falling asleep, but when I do I take a melatonin (that sounded like that Dos Equis ad). I was tired enough to sleep last night so I knew a melatonin wouldn't help but it just took a long time anyway. Not a usual thing.
 
I've made friends at work :) All it takes are a few people you like working with to make it not a living hell. One I thought was going to be difficult to deal with, but we've established a friendly rapport.
 

Ithior

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I am already afraid of regular bees and wasps, but apparently nature thought that wasn't enough and sent some asian predatory wasps to my city. Not only are they big but if one stings you, the rest will come and sting you as well. A lot of their nests have been destroyed in the past year, but they're still around. I hope I never come across one and if I do, I hope I'm not allergic to bees.
 
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