I don't want to be mean, bitter, angry, fearful and distrustful all my life.
My new Blackberry keeps flashing a red light at me. It's pissing me off.
Lemur in a hat
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Lemur in a hat
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I'm afraid.. Because I feel judged even at my own house. I want to escape, I just want to be myself, yesterday I needed to go on a photograph, and I got comments that I needed to wear make up, I just wish I could just be whatever I wanna be! And I feel so terrified of being myself, because everyone would hate me.
Why did I watch that? Did I really think it would make me feel better? Well OK, there was the uplifting aspect of seeing it, but overall I should have known that it would make me feel worse, not better.
Of course I'll still do exactly the same thing next time......![]()
Did you watch that Rebecca Black video on youtube again?![]()