^^ Not eating is not the way to become "less ugly". Yes, it will probably make you lose weight - fat and muscle and therefore body tone also. But if you fail to get adequate nutrition you will look ill. Your skin will not be in good condition - it could become dry and flaky, in some cases ulcers may even form, your nails may also become dry and brittle, you may develop fine hair all over your body whilst the hair on your head may become dry and thin or even fall out and you'll look weak and tired. None of which is "less ugly" than someone getting adequate nutrition. Not to mention all the negative physical impacts it can have on your health, including the heart... And the negative emotional impacts... Irritability, sleep disruption, etc...
I know that's not what you want to hear, really, I do. I understand perfectly. But please take care of yourself.
I understand the desire to be thin, trust me, it's one which plagues me continually and I developed an ED because of it, but you mustn't give into it! It only serves to make you unhappy and ill. Yes, I know feeling fat makes you unhappy too - it still does with me - but it is much worse to be consumed with an eating disorder!
