i hate how uncertain I am of myself. I hate being labeled as something someone else is. i hate labels in general. why do we need so many categories for things that are one of a kind? i feel the same when it comes to music too. people are always asking me what kind of music do you play, I simply say that I dont know, I cant categorize it. Labels are just something we use to make first impression judgments "easier" so we can know at first sight if this is for me or not but then that defeats the purpose of discovering something on your own. For example I remember before i got into metal, I always had the impression that metal was for angry, stupid drunks who had to dress in black to make a statement, however when I decided to look past the label and dive into an adventure of discovering what metal really is, I was shocked, finding out that its more than just a label or a look, that it was a way of empowering yourself to look past labels and just look for things the way they are, no strings attached. The simplicity of seeing things the way they really are is a beautiful thing. Same goes for SA. Ive been labeled with this term, people assuming that i am weak and can't find myself in life. What people don't know is that we are probably some of the strongest people in the world. I know for myself I can look past all the bull **** labels in life