Och aye the noo

My older sister’s got serious issues. Could’nae even be grateful that our mother n’ oldest sister picked up her kids fae nursery, yesterday. Why ? Oh, cuz apparently that makes the middle child feel “...incompetent as a parent”. :cry:Even though she’d sent a text to the oldest asking her n’ Mum to pick up the kids if she wus’nae back in time to collect them. :mad:

Did’nae even bother to thank me for printing off them photos o’ ma nieces, despite making a mistake initially as to what photos she was wanting done. Why bother spendings £40 pounds to buy a new printer, eh ? That money’s better spent buying yer kids clothes they will’nae be wearing in 2 years time. :mad:(n)

But what da f…%* would ah know ? Am just the “good fur nuthin’, waste o’ space” according to my older sister. Even though anything to do with computers is deferred tae me tae fix.
 
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F_ _k life... I've over stayed ma welcome on this planet ! 31 years? Should've been 24 hour at the most.

Too good for this world...? Naw ! Quite the opposite in fact. Not good enough, never huv been

Really should've died at birth, ah really should've done. Cuz I am not a good person, despite the persona I'm perceived to have. :(
I'm a c_%!, truth be telt. I am... but then ah got taught to hate myself. "Useless" - sums me up in a word.
 
Apparently 3 years ago things were supposed to change and I was going to get treated differently by my mother...

3 years on, and that promise hus’nae bin kept. Mind you, ah dinnae think she hud any intent o’ doing so.

Yet, it’s me who has to justify why I am the way I am. Well, being raised within a family that bullied me and put me down, verbally, any chance they got. It’s hardly surprising ah turned out to be the shy, introverted, insecure, antisocial type.
 
“Look after Mum”, ma oldest sister says to me today.

Whit tha fuck huv ah been doing the last 16 years, then...? :mad: Ah sure as fuck huv’nae been livin’ ma life.
Cannae dae anythin’ withoot being telt “No tae bother”. Any advice ah give is ignored. Fuck, ah dinnae even get to huv a holiday. Cannae even get away from it all and relax. :mad:

I honestly don’t see the point o’ me continuing to exist. Why should ah, eh? Aw ah do is looking after other folk, rather than taking care of myself. Beside, who’d miss me. A few online friends at most. Family? I highly doubt, why would they given how I’m treated like a fuckin’ afterthought n’ a good-for-nuthin’ waste o’ space. Not yin o’ them care to understand how ah feel... it’s always about them. Cuz, who care if I’m depressed to the point of suicide? :cry:
 
Well... ah thought ah wus exaggerating tae be funny when ah used to say “Ma family mental ! No right in the heid !”

Then, this afternoon — too lazy to post it herself — my older sister got me n’ ma oldest sister to post a birthday card. Cuz me n’ ma oldest sister were going to post some stuff ah sold on eBay. Anyway, my older sister gets into arguments with us over the cost of 1st class postage stamp. :oops:o_O A fuckin’ stamp ! And we were supposed to pay for it ! :mad:

“Well, ah’ll need money fur it, cuz ah’ve no got any on me”
“Eh...?! Well, how much is a 1st class stamp?”
“Could be a pound or mair”
“Huh ! Are ye jokin’...?”
“No, am no. It’ll be aboot that”
“How did that cost?”,
my older sister asks, nodding at my wee Jiffy bag with an eBay postage label on it
“One pound, five”, ah reply, waving the bag back n’ fourth.
“Gimme 2 poun’, that should cover it”, my oldest sister goes.
“Ye sure? You’ll gimme the change, right?”, my older sister asks, sounding a wee bit concerned. :LOL:
“Aye ! You git it back. Dinnae worry !”

And off we went, me laughing near to the point o’ tears in the passenger seat as my oldest sister started driving. :LOL:
 
Should’nae really be saying this, but...Ah wish ma nieces would just leave me tha f…k alone !

Ah honestly do. While ah git why they spend mair time wae me, a few minutes peace too much to ask? :(

“Do this, Graeme. Do that, Graeme. Watch this, Graeme ! Graeme ! Graeme ! Graeme !”
Honestly there’s a part of me that just want to yell at them: “Would you two f__k off !! Goan, git tae !”
 
Well... ah thought ah wus exaggerating tae be funny when ah used to say “Ma family mental ! No right in the heid !”

Then, this afternoon — too lazy to post it herself — my older sister got me n’ ma oldest sister to post a birthday card. Cuz me n’ ma oldest sister were going to post some stuff ah sold on eBay. Anyway, my older sister gets into arguments with us over the cost of 1st class postage stamp. :oops:o_OA fuckin’ stamp ! And we were supposed to pay for it ! :mad:

“Well, ah’ll need money fur it, cuz ah’ve no got any on me”
“Eh...?! Well, how much is a 1st class stamp?”
“Could be a pound or mair”
“Huh ! Are ye jokin’...?”
“No, am no. It’ll be aboot that”
“How did that cost?”,
my older sister asks, nodding at my wee Jiffy bag with an eBay postage label on it
“One pound, five”, ah reply, waving the bag back n’ fourth.
“Gimme 2 poun’, that should cover it”, my oldest sister goes.
“Ye sure? You’ll gimme the change, right?”, my older sister asks, sounding a wee bit concerned. :LOL:
“Aye ! You git it back. Dinnae worry !”

And off we went, me laughing near to the point o’ tears in the passenger seat as my oldest sister started driving. :LOL:
Well this story was topped today. At least in terms of sheer dumb f__kery.

So, as soon as my older sister was in the door, she marches upstairs and asks me to scan a document for her. Her kids come racing in the house, asking where their mother is. And their granny goes: “She’s upstairs, asking Graeme something”, so they race upstairs. Now ah’ve got them to deal with...

Anyway, ah get the scanner out, connected up to my laptop and reinstall the driver for it. My sister watches and listens to aw this; hoovering about me like a f…kin’ apache helicopter. And, after scanning the document I was asked to scan, my sister has the nerve to ask me: “Are ye sure it’s definitely scanned…?”

Ah just said: “Aye, it’s done”. Because ah very nearly said to her (in the front of the kids):

“Is that your attempt at a joke? Of course it’s f…kin’ scanned ! Did ye no hear the noises comin’ fae that… as soon ah plugged in intae the laptop ?! Ye sure yer no deef ?!” 😡
 
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