sullyS25
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So New Years really isn't that big of a deal for me like it used to be because I don't drink and I only enjoyed it because it was an excuse to drink BUT I wanted to share what I have in store for me and I would love to hear anyone else's plans or worries....I have a few myself.
I moved to Spain 3 months ago and didn't think I would be doing much anyways as I didn't think I would know anyone but randomly a friend of mine who happens to be a chick decided to visit a city in Spain that is 30 minutes from where I live (Small world!). Of course I am going to meet up with her but this is the type of girl that would want to go to a Discoteca to dance and I am not a big dancer....at all....I am just afraid that I will be uncomfortable and that feeling will cause me to want to drink....Which I personally cannot do....
That being said I know I am worrying about the future when I should be living in the present moment because when I am intensely in the present, not worrying about the future or regretting the past, I am at peace and feel like I have no problems.....I have found so much strength through that and meditation which just takes it to another level...Sometimes it is so hard not to worry though and since I moved out here I have noticed that worry creep up on me little by little....
Anyone else worried about the New Year?
I moved to Spain 3 months ago and didn't think I would be doing much anyways as I didn't think I would know anyone but randomly a friend of mine who happens to be a chick decided to visit a city in Spain that is 30 minutes from where I live (Small world!). Of course I am going to meet up with her but this is the type of girl that would want to go to a Discoteca to dance and I am not a big dancer....at all....I am just afraid that I will be uncomfortable and that feeling will cause me to want to drink....Which I personally cannot do....
That being said I know I am worrying about the future when I should be living in the present moment because when I am intensely in the present, not worrying about the future or regretting the past, I am at peace and feel like I have no problems.....I have found so much strength through that and meditation which just takes it to another level...Sometimes it is so hard not to worry though and since I moved out here I have noticed that worry creep up on me little by little....
Anyone else worried about the New Year?