Bittersweet
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I've decided to tackle my self-hatred head on. I'm tired of hating myself.
I've realized that I have to actively work on reprogramming my natural tendency to put myself down about everything.
I'm the only one standing in my way. People treat me the way I allow them to. When I send out the message that I'm not worth their respect, they respond in kind.
I've started a journal on my pc. Everytime I have self-loathing thoughts I type them out. In many cases, seeing the negative messages I tell myself in black and white is enough to break the habit, but I'm going to continue therapy to work on the rest.
Some are so deep that it will take a lot longer to release their grip.
I've been miserable for so long because of nothing more than self-hatred and the pain it brings.
I watched my dad achieve financial and career success, but he was still unhappy because he couldn't accept himself. Nothing was ever good enough to fill the hole inside.
If I can do this, I will feel like I have truly achieved something in my life. Then, I will teach others how to do the same for themselves.
I've realized that I have to actively work on reprogramming my natural tendency to put myself down about everything.
I'm the only one standing in my way. People treat me the way I allow them to. When I send out the message that I'm not worth their respect, they respond in kind.
I've started a journal on my pc. Everytime I have self-loathing thoughts I type them out. In many cases, seeing the negative messages I tell myself in black and white is enough to break the habit, but I'm going to continue therapy to work on the rest.
Some are so deep that it will take a lot longer to release their grip.
I've been miserable for so long because of nothing more than self-hatred and the pain it brings.
I watched my dad achieve financial and career success, but he was still unhappy because he couldn't accept himself. Nothing was ever good enough to fill the hole inside.
If I can do this, I will feel like I have truly achieved something in my life. Then, I will teach others how to do the same for themselves.