No more than I hate myself, I'm quite sure of that.
Either way I'm going to be a complete hypocrite and say that you shouldn't hate yourself. I obviously don't know you and definitely don't know your reasons for hating yourself but if you're like the rest of the people here on the forum who are actually really nice and accepting people who are only looking to receive the same treatment from the world then that should give you twice the reasons not to hate yourself.
Here's a good pick-me-up quote I heard the other day:
"Turn your face towards the sun and the shadows will fall behind you."
^ That reminds me, I'm making that my signature for here.
Anyway.. the only real piece of advice I can give to you is that if you want good things for yourself in life then you need to tell yourself that you deserve those good things and strive for them. The same goes for the negatives in life. If you only wish for bad things to happen to you then they more than likely will happen. When it comes to positive and negative energy, the laws of attraction are very true. Believe me, I can vouch for that after years of thinking negatively and only recently starting to instill some positivity into my thick head. You're the only one standing in your way. Remember that.
I hope this helped, even the slightest bit.
