combat
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So this past week I was in a really bad place in my head, steadily getting more and more depressed over my shyness and how it has kept me so sheltered from having any social life or relationships. This absolute sweetheart coworker/friend, who I think has had me kind of figured out better than anyone for a while now, noticed that something was wrong (most people don't because I am quiet by nature, but she somehow caught on). She asked me what was up but I didn't want to talk in front of other people that day. But when we were alone the following day she asked again and I got into how antisocial I've always been, how I've never had a real relationship, etc, really everything that I've never talked to anyone about in real life. Not ever.
I am still a little terrified about having let someone through my emotional protective wall this much... right now there is nobody else that knows this much about me. But I had to talk to someone and it turned out to be such a relief. I felt accepted and not judged (and she has shared some rather similar experiences, which kind of surprised me, but I guess that's why she gets it).
I am still a little terrified about having let someone through my emotional protective wall this much... right now there is nobody else that knows this much about me. But I had to talk to someone and it turned out to be such a relief. I felt accepted and not judged (and she has shared some rather similar experiences, which kind of surprised me, but I guess that's why she gets it).