I been seeing this guy for the past weeks now. He lives his phone at mine yesterday.
Me being my weird, anxious and paranoid self I go through his facebook (yes I know I shouldn't have, I get annoyed when my people do this) I went through it because I don't trust people at all and I thought all the stuff he was telling me was bull and I was right
Turns out his like seeing over like 10 girls as well as me
I feel dumb and used and stupid for actually believing that he liked me and wanted to know me
This is why I avoid people, they suck and I always get hurt. meh
His out of town till Saturday and he doesn't know I know, how do I handle this. if I do this in person it will go all wrong I cant communicate at all when it has a lot of emotions involved I will burst into tears or go full on angry just because I will be nervous. I am not to bothered bout him to be honest. I don't like people quickly I have massive wall around me and I don't let it down for anyone for a very very very long time so I am not like sad sad
Just disappointed that the first guy I try to know and have opened up to the most was just using me :sad: knowing me I am gonna avoid guys for a while now lol
Anyhoo after all that my question was what should I say? we are not official or anything and I know he will bring that up but I just want him gone without the drama. I feel crap about going though his phone.
I feel like one of those phsyco girls you find on the Jeremy kyle show or something lol
Sorry this is longer than I wanted
Me being my weird, anxious and paranoid self I go through his facebook (yes I know I shouldn't have, I get annoyed when my people do this) I went through it because I don't trust people at all and I thought all the stuff he was telling me was bull and I was right
Turns out his like seeing over like 10 girls as well as me
I feel dumb and used and stupid for actually believing that he liked me and wanted to know me
This is why I avoid people, they suck and I always get hurt. meh
His out of town till Saturday and he doesn't know I know, how do I handle this. if I do this in person it will go all wrong I cant communicate at all when it has a lot of emotions involved I will burst into tears or go full on angry just because I will be nervous. I am not to bothered bout him to be honest. I don't like people quickly I have massive wall around me and I don't let it down for anyone for a very very very long time so I am not like sad sad
Just disappointed that the first guy I try to know and have opened up to the most was just using me :sad: knowing me I am gonna avoid guys for a while now lol
Anyhoo after all that my question was what should I say? we are not official or anything and I know he will bring that up but I just want him gone without the drama. I feel crap about going though his phone.
I feel like one of those phsyco girls you find on the Jeremy kyle show or something lol
Sorry this is longer than I wanted