Yes I said, I feel like I can't trust people 100% no more and I will explain why.
1) In elementary when I came back to the US to stay here permanently, I made a BFF in the 4th grade. We were good bff even till middle school but then she started hanging out with more people and was talking crap behind my back. Then we went to HS and went our separate ways.
2) When I was 13 and a freshman in HS, I met another BFF. I used to sleep over her house, she will take me out to parties, etc etc. I knew part of her family, her mom loved me. Senior year came so she graduated a semester earlier, got herself a bf and stopped calling me.
3) In late 2007 to early 2008, I spoke to some people from SPW online only. I became BFF with someone, we met PERSONALLY after speaking for like a year or two.....then the other day because of a Stupidity this person just decided to delete me and block me from her MSN. Why? NO REASON AT ALL. She did not replied my offline messages and I was thinking that she wasn't just getting ONLINE but she was, i went to a website and found out she deleted me. So i sent her an email telling that she is a fake and she didn't even bother to add me back...So then she replied with some BS so I just deleted her and block her.
4) I am now in COLLEGE, and I started hanging out mostly with two girls.(I am a girl as well). One is from Europe and the other one is Guyanese. I always feel like they leave me behind, like today we were in class and they left with out me. I give food the one from Europe because her uncle just left her in an apartment with no money. So, I feel like wow I am helping you and I always feel left out. So, the other day I was in her apartment with the girl from Guyana and she was saying hi to the girl's mom through the phone...and she said oh your daughter is MY BFF HERE. I am like wow, I thought she would say one of my best friends and include me or something but she didn't. I let the girl from Europe come to my house and get on the computer to chat with her mom and other relatives etc.....So I would think that they both would make me feel part of them both....but they don't. If we go to a place the three together, they always like end up sitting next to each other...and I just don't feel like I belong. So, with everything that has happened, I am just going to avoid them and hang on my own like I always do.
I am stuck with almost the same people in each class except for Math class, we all know each others name. However, I don't feel like I belong with anybody at all. I am just going to be a loner so I won't get hurt.
1) In elementary when I came back to the US to stay here permanently, I made a BFF in the 4th grade. We were good bff even till middle school but then she started hanging out with more people and was talking crap behind my back. Then we went to HS and went our separate ways.
2) When I was 13 and a freshman in HS, I met another BFF. I used to sleep over her house, she will take me out to parties, etc etc. I knew part of her family, her mom loved me. Senior year came so she graduated a semester earlier, got herself a bf and stopped calling me.
3) In late 2007 to early 2008, I spoke to some people from SPW online only. I became BFF with someone, we met PERSONALLY after speaking for like a year or two.....then the other day because of a Stupidity this person just decided to delete me and block me from her MSN. Why? NO REASON AT ALL. She did not replied my offline messages and I was thinking that she wasn't just getting ONLINE but she was, i went to a website and found out she deleted me. So i sent her an email telling that she is a fake and she didn't even bother to add me back...So then she replied with some BS so I just deleted her and block her.
4) I am now in COLLEGE, and I started hanging out mostly with two girls.(I am a girl as well). One is from Europe and the other one is Guyanese. I always feel like they leave me behind, like today we were in class and they left with out me. I give food the one from Europe because her uncle just left her in an apartment with no money. So, I feel like wow I am helping you and I always feel left out. So, the other day I was in her apartment with the girl from Guyana and she was saying hi to the girl's mom through the phone...and she said oh your daughter is MY BFF HERE. I am like wow, I thought she would say one of my best friends and include me or something but she didn't. I let the girl from Europe come to my house and get on the computer to chat with her mom and other relatives etc.....So I would think that they both would make me feel part of them both....but they don't. If we go to a place the three together, they always like end up sitting next to each other...and I just don't feel like I belong. So, with everything that has happened, I am just going to avoid them and hang on my own like I always do.
I am stuck with almost the same people in each class except for Math class, we all know each others name. However, I don't feel like I belong with anybody at all. I am just going to be a loner so I won't get hurt.
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