It's all kind of at random. Most of the time I feel apathetic and couldn't cry if I tried-- last time I cried was when I had to watch my grandpa die slowly at the beginning of the month. I think I got started crying because everyone else in the room was sobbing and kept coming over to hug me -__-
It was sad, yes. I just can't normally cry for an actual reason. It comes at random and when it happens, I can't stop it for hours and hours. Embarrassing.