Poetic_Wallflower
Member
Hi I'm a new member, I'd like to tell you about myself. As a child I was pretty quiet, but I always managed to make some friends, but around age 11 I became extremely shy, completely afraid of people in highschool I had no friends, I didn't do homework many times because I couldn't ask for help. I ended up skipping classes alot, I barely graduated. I've been told by a doctor that I have ADD which makes it more difficult. I have slowly improved but not been cured.
I'm really worried that I'll never be free, or that I wont move forward in life because I am alone, I cant make friends because I don't talk, I never have anything interesting to say. The worst is at work often times I wish I didn't have to work [the only place I have to be around people], but I need money. How can someone like me live life, often I've wished for a quick death, but thats basically impossible and most of all wrong.
Can someone give me some advice please, I just wish I could find a nice girl to give my life a purpose and make me feel joy, I'm sure then I would be more compelled to be more outgoing, or at the least be happy.
I'm really worried that I'll never be free, or that I wont move forward in life because I am alone, I cant make friends because I don't talk, I never have anything interesting to say. The worst is at work often times I wish I didn't have to work [the only place I have to be around people], but I need money. How can someone like me live life, often I've wished for a quick death, but thats basically impossible and most of all wrong.
Can someone give me some advice please, I just wish I could find a nice girl to give my life a purpose and make me feel joy, I'm sure then I would be more compelled to be more outgoing, or at the least be happy.