I was walking home from school today. About four blocks from home this guy in a black car drove past and honked at me. Later, I was only like half a block from home, and the same guy drove past, into a driveway, and started talking to me. He was like, "Do you have a number? Where are you going? You want me to take you there? You wanna go to the park? You wanna suck my dick?" You hear about these things but it'll never ever happens to you. But it happened and now I'm sitting home, alone at 12:20PM, freaking out with the windows and doors locked and the curtains all closed. Any trust I had in anyone besides my grandma is still outside. And I probably wont ever get it back because as far as I'm concerned, I'm not going back outside because my grandma's at work and she always works.
I stopped. He wanted to talk and I turned around. Not only that, but I went CLOSER to the car.
I started walking home after he asked if I wanted to suck his dick. I was calm and he ended up just going away in the opposite direction once I walked away from him. I didn't freak until I got inside. I'm scared half to death to even move.
Fucking stupid is how I'm feeling.