Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Can anybody see the image above? As i just got a blank screen.
Yeah, I could see it, mate. :thumbup: Definitely post that image correctly.
Can anybody see the image above? As i just got a blank screen.
I feel numb inside.
My life feels LIGHT YEARS away from being normal, or happy. And there's nothing really that i can do about it now. I feel that only death can save me now. :sad:
My life feels LIGHT YEARS away from being normal, or happy. And there's nothing really that i can do about it now. I feel that only death can save me now. :sad:
I like the way you described it. I can attest to that fact as well but only on a smaller scale. I used to be a member on a particular website but when I felt the social community on the site was turning toxic to me I gave up wondering what strangers thought of me. Granted, I got on the wrong side of one of the sites administrators by taking a joke too far and got my account permanently banned...but still, the freedom was uplifting. For many of us on this site I conclude a diagnosis of terminal cancer is just what it would take to break free of our so-called mental blockades and live life, like almost free of SA. Granted I'm not there yet myself, I still live in fear of even posting new threads on this forum because I wonder what total strangers half way around the world will think of me.In other words, once you don't want to be here anymore, I think it has the power to lift the weight of all the things keeping you down. Things like money, relationships, depression, whatever the specific thing is - if you're about to die (or you feel ready seriously ready to make it happen) they just don't matter anymore. And maybe it's some sort of survival instinct embedded in our genes, but that feeling when captured has a freeing power to it.
Also reminds me of Luke 17:1-2. Temptations will always come, but woe to him through which those troubles come. For it would better for them to be thrown into the sea with a millstone tied around their neck then to cause one of these little ones to stumble.Metaphor for today: This is a scene from an old TMNT movie from the 90's.....gangs ALWAYS try to reel in children... bloods,crips,MS-13,islamic state,etc... you name it they do it..... thats why good christians must always remember Matthew 4:19 . ...this is an old story that has been passed down through the generations.....its also known as "the pied piper"
Also reminds me of Luke 17:1-2. Temptations will always come, but woe to him through which those troubles come. For it would better for them to be thrown into the sea with a millstone tied around their neck then to cause one of these little ones to stumble.