How are you feeling?

[Aletheia]

why we wish for a God to forgive us

Like I've been really a selfish insensitive fool, and I'm really sorry for the people I've hurt

I find my insecurity can lead me to do that. ::

I hope I will be forgiven someday, even by me...

I sometimes think that this is the hardest part of all.

 

[Nala]

I should just accept the fact that my face will be disgusting for the rest of my life. I can't change my facial structure.

Feeling a bit down and tired.

 

[MrJones]

A bit nervous about tomorrow's surgery.

 

[jonas89]

A bit nervous about tomorrow's surgery.

I wish you well MrJones

 

[MikeyC]

I've come to realize I am way too impulsive. Friendships I ruined because of it and people I scare. Nobody wants to take a risk and therefore I'm stuck with friends who have moved on and befriended my enemies. Life sucks sometimes ::

Aw, I'm sorry. I wish I had some advice but I don't. You'll find a good friend that understands you.

A bit nervous about tomorrow's surgery.

Good luck, mate. I'm sure it'll all go smoothly.

 

[Phoenixx]

A bit nervous about tomorrow's surgery.

^ Good luck tomorrow, MrJones. I'm sure everything will be fine.

 

[MrJones]

I wish you well MrJones

Good luck, mate. I'm sure it'll all go smoothly.

^ Good luck tomorrow, MrJones. I'm sure everything will be fine.

Thank you

 

[BlueDays]

A bit nervous about tomorrow's surgery.

Is there anything special you can treat yourself with after the surgery?
I find that something worrying like that is easier to deal with if I know that there is something special waiting for me to enjoy after the ordeal. Good luck Mr jones.

 

[MrJones]

Is there anything special you can treat yourself with after the surgery?
I find that something worrying like that is easier to deal with if I know that there is something special waiting for me to enjoy after the ordeal. Good luck Mr jones.

Thanks! There is a lot of treatment after the surgery. I'll see fine just after it, but for the next months I'll have to take the treatment and follow some rules (for 6 months or so).

 

[superfluouslyme]

Good luck with your surgery, Jonesy.

Two days after I get a job from Target, Petsmart (the place I originally hoped would call me) finally calls about an interview. I think I'm going to stick with the Target job, though. I may go to the interview just for the hell of it if I can gather up the gumption. I prefer the work I would be doing at Target and I'm afraid of working at Petsmart with my friends again. I got into a bit of trouble working with friends at my last job.

 

[coyote]

A bit nervous about tomorrow's surgery.

good luck!

are they taking something out

or putting something in?

 

[BlueDays]

Two days after I get a job from Target, Petsmart (the place I originally hoped would call me) finally calls about an interview. I think I'm going to stick with the Target job, though. I may go to the interview just for the hell of it if I can gather up the gumption. I prefer the work I would be doing at Target and I'm afraid of working at Petsmart with my friends again. I got into a bit of trouble working with friends at my last job.

Congrats at getting that job at Target super!

 

[coyote]

Good luck with your surgery, Jonesy.

Two days after I get a job from Target, Petsmart (the place I originally hoped would call me) finally calls about an interview. I think I'm going to stick with the Target job, though. I may go to the interview just for the hell of it if I can gather up the gumption. I prefer the work I would be doing at Target and I'm afraid of working at Petsmart with my friends again. I got into a bit of trouble working with friends at my last job.

congratulations!

your employee discount would allow you a wider range of merchandise at Target

 

[this_portrait]

My stomach feels weird.

 

[Shyangel]

@ Super

Big congratulations! I hope you enjoy you new job

@ Portrait

Oh no! I really hope you aren't sick. Feel better soon.


How I'm feeling...

I'm feeling kinda badly actually.
I've had a good day, but...
My closest sister has a job interview tomorrow...I'm happy for her, I really am, but it just makes me feel like more of a failure. She's only a year older then me, so it makes me feel like " If she's getting this done why can't you?" She's the only one I can relate to on having nothing and doing nothing...I'm gonna feel pathetic all alone now..I really hope she gets the job, though. I'm afraid she might not hang out with me as much anymore as well....Eh, she would be smart to do that.

 

[MikeyC]

I'm feeling kinda badly actually.
I've had a good day, but...
My closest sister has a job interview tomorrow...I'm happy for her, I really am, but it just makes me feel like more of a failure. She's only a year older then me, so it makes me feel like " If she's getting this done why can't you?" She's the only one I can relate to on having nothing and doing nothing...I'm gonna feel pathetic all alone now..I really hope she gets the job, though. I'm afraid she might not hang out with me as much anymore as well....Eh, she would be smart to do that.

Oh, I understand this all too much. My brother has the same job as I do, but he's got his own business and is doing an IT course. His business never got successful but the fact he tried is good enough. He's nearly two years younger than me, too. I can't do any of that and he has no issues with it.

I get it, Angel. I feel it, too. I hope she gets the job, but I also hope she can still hang out with you and it'll be the same as it was before (minus some of her time). Why would she be smart NOT to hang out with you? You two have a close bond so she probably would still want to.

 

[twiggle]

I'm feeling relieved that I'm working in the courts today and not in the office with my boss. Not a particularly good sign.
Happy Thursday, all.

 

[Shyangel]

Oh, I understand this all too much. My brother has the same job as I do, but he's got his own business and is doing an IT course. His business never got successful but the fact he tried is good enough. He's nearly two years younger than me, too. I can't do any of that and he has no issues with it.

I get it, Angel. I feel it, too. I hope she gets the job, but I also hope she can still hang out with you and it'll be the same as it was before (minus some of her time). Why would she be smart NOT to hang out with you? You two have a close bond so she probably would still want to.

I'm sorry you feel like that, Mikey.
Having the same job sounds like it could be rough.
That is good for your brother that he can do all that. Everyone does things differently at different times. No one is less them the other for taking a different path that takes a different amount of time. Your on your path, he's on his. There different. Don't compare them. You will get where you want to go, Mikey, just in a different way. Not any worse a way, just different.

Thanks, Mikey. That understanding means alot to me. I feel like she's the only one I can rely on and understands me. I feel like I''m less then her if she gets this job. We wont be so much alike anymore. We wont laugh about how lazy we are and stay up until all hours. She's gonna have new better friends and forget about me...I sound so childish...I still really want her to get the job, though.

 

[MikeyC]

I'm sorry you feel like that, Mikey.
Having the same job sounds like it could be rough.
That is good for your brother that he can do all that. Everyone does things differently at different times. No one is less them the other for taking a different path that takes a different amount of time. Your on your path, he's on his. There different. Don't compare them. You will get where you want to go, Mikey, just in a different way. Not any worse a way, just different.

I know, and honestly I'm happy for him. He's always had the brains and I feel like he's finally starting to live to his potential. Hopefully it'll happen to me, too.

Thanks, Mikey. That understanding means alot to me. I feel like she's the only one I can rely on and understands me. I feel like I''m less then her if she gets this job. We wont be so much alike anymore. We wont laugh about how lazy we are and stay up until all hours. She's gonna have new better friends and forget about me...I sound so childish...I still really want her to get the job, though.

You're right, that might not happen. When my brother and I were growing up, we were similar in what we liked and how we acted. These days I've moved on to heavy metal and depression while he's moved on to a girlfriend and his IT course. We're not as close as we used to be but we still talk. That might be what happens to you and your sister. Sure, it's going to suck not having the same girl there all the time, but it's good to see them do what they want to do. She's still going to love you unconditionally, no matter what.

 

[Shyangel]

I know, and honestly I'm happy for him. He's always had the brains and I feel like he's finally starting to live to his potential. Hopefully it'll happen to me, too.


You're right, that might not happen. When my brother and I were growing up, we were similar in what we liked and how we acted. These days I've moved on to heavy metal and depression while he's moved on to a girlfriend and his IT course. We're not as close as we used to be but we still talk. That might be what happens to you and your sister. Sure, it's going to suck not having the same girl there all the time, but it's good to see them do what they want to do. She's still going to love you unconditionally, no matter what.

I'm willing to bet money it will.^.^

I understand now. She can't be the same person forever. I just have to accept that. I hope she branches out and reaches her full potential even if it results in her being completely different...She needs to grow away and find new things and spend less time with me. It's just how things go. We'll still be sisters and love each other. We'll just be different...Okay, I feel better now..I can't wait for her to get away from me then. So she can find herself.

Thanks, Mikey.