How are you feeling?

Kiwong

Well-known member
Pissed off, why does life throw **** at me every time I am fighting to improve it, as if I didn't have enough to deal with, I spent all day in friggin hospital and now might have a clot In my lung.

Seriously life, or god, **** you.

Jeez, that's a worry. Hope it's nothing major, and you can get back fighting.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I've been having alot of sleepless night lately. Feeling very tired, and I'm not in a great mood as a result.
 

MrJones

Well-known member
Was happy the mavs won. Then a girl came into the picture and messed it all up.
I'll get back on track tomorrow. Just sad when you realize you have no one to back you up.

EDIT: things are getting worse. Way worse. Probably the worst night I've had in a long time. I'm crying, telling people to kill themselves, and having a breakdown. I don't know what happened. Getting shut down is taking a toll. I'm acting incredibly immature. But I don't know what to do. All I can do is cry and want to die.
This is bad.. and I have no one to help me through it.

I miss just a few hours ago when everything was happy and fine. How quickly things can change...

I think I just messed up. Big time.

Still trying to think positive. My team that I've been a part of for years just won the championship.

What a huge crash down on such a beautiful happy night though. I caused it all, and I don't understand why...
Things can change quickly and you're the one who can change them back. I'm sure you'll find a way, maybe when you feel better :)
 

Paahi

Well-known member
I am having terrible depressions recently (in fact I have them all the time), am not able to think about anything else than suicide. I am not going to go into details because that would be long, but sometimes it gets literally unbearable. So I took one of the last 3 Tramals that I have left to ease it a bit although these pills are great for physical pain, not mental or emotional. It felt as if someone smashed my head with hammer, because even one tablet 50 mg is very strong for me, next time I try only half. Nevertheless it made me so run over and dumbed down that at least it took the edge off the worst. I was a bit sick in the morning, couldn't keep balance, head hurting and ears buzzing at times. I still think it's a good pill but should have taken less. I am visiting a psychiatrist tomorrow (someone new) and don't know if I should ask him to prescribe me medication and which one.. I am usually against these drugs but don't know what else to do.

I hope you get better Lea.
 

Tripolar

Well-known member
I'm rediculously nervous right now because a co-worker has told me she plans to set me up on a date with a friend of hers. AAAAhhhhhhh!!!:eek:
 

Lea

Banned
I was feeling more calm today. Because of the pill I took at night, it made me pretty zombified, even more than I normaly am. Like it didn´t take the problems off, only numbed me down so that I don´t feel the pain or just don´t care that much. I think I´d need lobotomy or something like that..
 

caringsoul

Banned
they were right.. it was like talking to a 2 year old kid..
i wish i was more like my sister.. i admire how confident she is
and well-spoken.. i feel really pathetic. :'(
 
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cheers :D
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cosmic, lea, i'm forcing you to join!

now who else?

Thanks latte :D
 
I'm feeling OK. just OK :) A simple word to describe feeling of being okay, although not saying good, which means that it is basically not fine enough to be totally ok, but still I can say I'm OK, cuz I'm not feeling bad either.

Between bad and good, is OK. It is a good neutral feeling between not doing good and doing well, I think I like it. :):rolleyes:
 
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