How are you feeling?

[thegunners21]

I am sick and tired of my routine.
sick and tired of getting up late everyday and facing my family.
sick and tired of not having a job.
sick and tired of sitting around the house like a vegetable.
sick and tired of looking at others for approval.
sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself.
sick and tired of the notion of 30 years more of this hell.
sick and tired of having no intimacy with another person.
sick and tired of feeling invisible all the time.
sick and tired of people.
sick and tired of my school.
sick and tired of my constant low self-esteem.
sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.

As you can see, i feel pretty sick and tired

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

I am sick and tired of my routine.
sick and tired of getting up late everyday and facing my family.
sick and tired of not having a job.
sick and tired of sitting around the house like a vegetable.
sick and tired of looking at others for approval.
sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself.
sick and tired of the notion of 30 years more of this hell.
sick and tired of having no intimacy with another person.
sick and tired of feeling invisible all the time.
sick and tired of people.
sick and tired of my school.
sick and tired of my constant low self-esteem.
sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.

As you can see, i feel pretty sick and tired

Then do something about it =D

I could write that list to the letter. I have before. Im still mostly there, hard to gain momentum when so sick and tired. Being sick and tired takes more energy away than anything. But - it's reactive. Gotta get proactive. That process to go from reactive to proactive is slow tho, for me it is. With ups and downs like a gnarly butt roller coaster ride. I'm in a down right now, feeling sick and tired with much of that list - natural with a big life change as graduation, but I'll get back up. YOU CAN TOO. Begins with a list like this. Next: a choice to write how you can change these things. =D Good luck mate.

 

[caringsoul]

im a bit surprise with something, and i decided to give up on something.

 

[***deleted***]

I'm worthless. I am taking one online class, have no job, need to do 30 hours of observation in a dental office. ( only 30 hours!) I can't seem to get my ass out of bed before 12. ahhhhh I was productive when I was a pothead.
Have been really questioning whether or not I will even be able to go to work everyday once I get my degree.

 

[Bloir]

I am feeling

 

[Kathryn.fr]

A panic attack? They're scary aren't they. Glad you're doing better.

Anxiety, I've never been in there and my friend told me she'd be right back I was sitting at the back wall and she didn't come back she jsut went out cause her wife called her and I freaked cause I just couldn't find the entrance. I had to run through the starbucks exit lol.

 

[CosmicNeurotica]

drowning. in my own mess.

*saves latte before she drowns in her mess*

Be careful! You can hurt yourself.

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

I'm worthless. I am taking one online class, have no job, need to do 30 hours of observation in a dental office. ( only 30 hours!) I can't seem to get my ass out of bed before 12. ahhhhh I was productive when I was a pothead.
Have been really questioning whether or not I will even be able to go to work everyday once I get my degree.

You're not worthless. Just down. But not out. After graduating over a week ago now, I could say I feel worthless. At home, jobless, unsure future atm, lazy routine but don't give it validation though. The less active you are, the more time you have to ponder such questions the more doubt creeps in. It's like a virus.

It's hard to get back the momentum. Gotta just brave through and do go. I honestly am unsure how I'll do it, I feel that distanced. But I know I will. I have to. And want to, despite such heavy doubt and negativity wanting in and avoidance whispering in my ears.

SO you aren't worthless. Just in a down right now. Plenty of future ahead. Lots you can do about it. Don't worry =D

 

[Beatrice]

OHMYGOD OHMYGOD There's a tornado watch for our area!!!!

I'm not excited anymore.

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

Whatever the opposite of energetic is. I don't want to do anything right now.

Lethargic. Sloth. Apathetic. That's me right now. Somebody light me up.

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

OHMYGOD OHMYGOD There's a tornado watch for our area!!!!

I'm not excited anymore.

But you could be like Dorthy in the Wizard of Oz!

Tornados scary. We actially had a tornado warning a month ago. In California.

 

[CosmicNeurotica]

OHMYGOD OHMYGOD There's a tornado watch for our area!!!!
I'm not excited anymore.

Not excited!? That's the most exciting thing ever!

 

[Beatrice]

Not excited!? That's the most exciting thing ever!

I hate tornadoes!!!! They're one of my worst fears. I always have nightmares about them. I can't even watch videos of them sometimes without getting freaked out.

 

[***deleted***]

Not excited!? That's the most exciting thing ever!

Have you been watching the news?!? There has been mile wide tornadoes. Not fun.

 

[CosmicNeurotica]

Tornadoes are rarely strong. Yes, there have been an unusual number of strong tornadoes in populated areas this season, but they are still very isolated in the grand scheme.
I just love storm chasing and watching storms form. Storms, lightning, wind, tornadoes, hurricanes, sprites are some of the coolest things on earth! (well, and other planets, but we don't get to see that weather)

 

[Beatrice]

Tornadoes are rarely strong. Yes, there have been an unusual number of strong tornadoes in populated areas this season, but they are still very isolated in the grand scheme.
I just love storm chasing and watching storms form. Storms, lightning, wind, tornadoes, hurricanes, sprites are some of the coolest things on earth! (well, and other planets, but we don't get to see that weather)

True.......

 

[caringsoul]

sleepy @_@ & i miss someone special..

 

[Phoenixx]

Ugly....

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

Ugly....

Must not be talking about yourself because you're a beautiful person.

 

[KnuffleBunny]

I am feeling 'oww'. The back of my baby's head collided with my glasses which collided with my face. I now have a cut under my eyebrow and the beginning's of a headache, gonna take half an extra strength Tylenol when my tea is done. Thankfully even though I had tears streaming down my face from the sudden pain, I was able to keep my cool and talk calmly with my son. Wasn't his fault anyway and I tried to emphasize that.