How are you feeling?

Feathers

Well-known member
I will join you down there, save me a place.

No wonder significant others can be uneasy, with posts like these!! :D

Anyway, hope you guys get better soon!!

Oh, didn't mean to be, uhm, too irreverent with this, just to say things can be taken out of context and misunderstood.. if someone else sees what you're posting, for example.. So, I think if you post from a shared computer or someone else sees what you're posting, just be careful what you post about.. not sure if the girls can read, might misunderstand some of the stuff you wrote too.. even if it was not meant that way..
 
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Feathers

Well-known member
It's better than the wrong number. The other day I got a message from someone looking for Paul "to come into to work early and run the desk." Who the Hell is Paul?

vj Why didn't you pretend amnesia and ask for job address again and come early and get a bonus?? :D
 

Feathers

Well-known member
I deserve an Oscar for my performance in this life. I have tried so hard to be good. To help others and make a difference their lives. To be strong, to look strong, to smile and to love and to laugh. I make people feel safe. People look to me for leadership. ::(:
What a ****ing joke. I am seething with hatred and rage, and when I am not I am terrified. My smile is a lie I hate mankind. I hate banks and and rich people for the raping they have done to the people. Religions for the billions of deaths and wars they have caused. I hate leaders for their lies and followers for their ignorance. I hate Industry for what it has done to the world. I hate humans for what we have done to animals. I hate myself for the pain I want to inflict on others, I also hate myself for the pain I don't inflict on others. I hate myself for how afraid this makes me. Afraid ......... all the time. Afraid of the sky, but afraid of a cell. Afraid of travelling but being afraid I will never leave. Most of all I am afraid that my children will see their daddy for the monster that he really is.
I think it only shows that you are a caring person.
You are human. Humans have emotions.

Lots of times we weren't taught what to do with the emotions!!
Emotions can be powerful and can bring about beautiful change...
Maybe you can start volunteering time or money to a non-profit helping animals and/or the poor and changing the world to be a better place? Hey, maybe you can even start one?
Maybe you can even go volunteer together with the girls or as a family? There are programs like that...

Many awesome people can often feel 'fake'... I sometimes have felt the same too.. You don't have to be perfect to make good things happen..

I think some of us may like you even more now that we know you are not just smiles and happiness... It makes it easier to relate to someone... I can feel guilty next to a 'happy' person, but knowing some of the same things that make me angry make you angry too, makes me happy.. Because I have hope that together we can perhaps make a difference!!

If lots of people get angry enough (but not too much) we can change the world!! The trick is to use this anger as energy to make things better...

It's difficult to be a good person in these times, and I think you are...
 

Pacific_Loner

Pirate from the North Pole
I feel like I've been climbing a huge mountain since years, and I was almost there, just a few meters left, then the rock started to crumble, and I slipped and fell all the way down. Now I'm tired and I look up and I realize there is many other mountains to climb, and there is no way to know if you're climbing the good one until you get to the top. There is no way to know if there is a good one. Now I have the choice to either sit there with my hands in my face until I die or climb another one.
 

Pacific_Loner

Pirate from the North Pole
Ugh it's horrible when you feel you have fallen off track..or off a mountain.But you have climbed it before..you know where the pit falls are,and maybe it will be easier this time as you know the way up :)

Whatever we think, our words never hit a wall here. ::eek::
 
A little bit weird..

I just realized, I cannot enter an online chat session actively. I've tried several times now (on here) and ended up just endlessly staring and reading what others got to say. Which is odd as I'm not really that shy on the internet. But there's just something about chatrooms that mimic something that also happen in real life. Can't really put my finger on it.
 

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
A little bit weird..

I just realized, I cannot enter an online chat session actively. I've tried several times now (on here) and ended up just endlessly staring and reading what others got to say. Which is odd as I'm not really that shy on the internet. But there's just something about chatrooms that mimic something that also happen in real life. Can't really put my finger on it.

Just say hi, it will become easier after that. Don't worry, we'll only bite a little (where have I heard that before :rolleyes:)
 

Kato

Well-known member
Ive been sitting on a chair in front of the computer for so long that I feel my ass is falling off. Tonight I found a site about a very interesting therapy for personality disorders and I seemingly cannot stop reading about it.
 
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LovelyAmor

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Very sad, tormented, and frustrated. I need to do some homework before 12 am and its 11:20. my roommate has bunch of people in the room and I just can't handle that. I had to leave. I want to go back up but im too afraid. I'm so tired of Sa....
 
A bit better then yesterday. Every little bit helps I suppose.:)
Getting used to feeling a mixed bag of negative and ok feelings at the same time:rolleyes:
 
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