lunaticbinge
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^ Story of my life.
How are you feeling?
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Fear of people
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I have just taken 2 (30mg) anxiety tablets...I'm in heaven and I love every body at this very moment lol.
fitftw
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what did you get put on?
In other news, I think I have serious problems, more than SA. I just heard a loud noise downstairs but didn't run outside the door to see if my parents were okay. They're like 60. One of them could have fallen though they haven't yet. I just don't like to converse with my parents for some reason. I feel too weird living here. This is my cue to move out. It's gotta happen soon before I go crazier.
oh and people really scare me. I have a serious issue looking at people in the eyes while trying to act interested or whatever physical emotion the situation/conversation calls for. I feel like if people are coming towards me, they don't even see me and they expect me to get out of the way. I always say "next person that does that **** to me is going to get my elbow in their chest" but I never do that, I always just move aside. I wish I didn't care. But then I don't, because this is the way that I believe my life was destined to be.
In other news, I think I have serious problems, more than SA. I just heard a loud noise downstairs but didn't run outside the door to see if my parents were okay. They're like 60. One of them could have fallen though they haven't yet. I just don't like to converse with my parents for some reason. I feel too weird living here. This is my cue to move out. It's gotta happen soon before I go crazier.
oh and people really scare me. I have a serious issue looking at people in the eyes while trying to act interested or whatever physical emotion the situation/conversation calls for. I feel like if people are coming towards me, they don't even see me and they expect me to get out of the way. I always say "next person that does that **** to me is going to get my elbow in their chest" but I never do that, I always just move aside. I wish I didn't care. But then I don't, because this is the way that I believe my life was destined to be.
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dottie
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EXCITED. i made friends! this morning i was sitting on my pc and i saw my friend walking up the way with a new friend in tow. well, we went to go have casual music session nearby. so glad i went! now through my friend i have two new friends who happen to live in the same city as me. they make music and have like interest in crazy weirdo stuff. it's so hard to meet people with common interests. i am so excited just to have new friends. i was so, so painfully shy today but i think they will accept me for the way i am.
Fear of people
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I was put on Murelax (oxazepam) a mild sedative. If I take 2 of these 30mg tablets...I'm in heaven and nothing seems to bother me the slightest.
sanitariumcalls
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I've been all wound up for days... think I'm starting to come off a manic episode. Been keeping my blinds closed all the time too... and have not taken any calls except for when my landlord called to confirm she got my rent check... just your everyday recluse routine...
Just got some form in the mail which I needed to fill in and send back. It was about my past/current education/job. I can only imagine how hard filling/sending it in is going to bite my in the ass.
Well, to hell with them.. If they send a threatening letter in the future about how I'm legally obligated to follow a follow-up course, I'll tell them to shove it up their shapely behinds, along with their half-assed systems that are so precious to them.
Seriously, I don't like being treated like I'm a variable. It's one of those things that royally piss me off.
Well, to hell with them.. If they send a threatening letter in the future about how I'm legally obligated to follow a follow-up course, I'll tell them to shove it up their shapely behinds, along with their half-assed systems that are so precious to them.
Seriously, I don't like being treated like I'm a variable. It's one of those things that royally piss me off.
mrb
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Feeling sooo excited, its my birthday tomorrow and hubby bought me my tattooing kit along with accessories.. It should be delivered tomorrow, i cant wait, feel like a kid at christmas lol
great what are you going to tattoo
Rembrandt Broam
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mummylala
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great what are you going to tattoo
I have been drawing for a long time now so i guess i will just turn a few of those into tats, i will try and post a few up and you can all criticise lol
Will be practising on pig skin and fake skin, oh and fruit for a while then a few family members will fall victim lol
You're just hoping it's a big heart with "MrB" in the middle, aren't you?
(Happy birthday for tomorrow, mummylala!
No hearts with MrB in the middle im afraid lol.. thank you very much for the happy birthday x
Danfalc
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Wow those are really good Mummylala! And I'm not just saying that to be nice!I wish I could design my own I want a new one,they are so addictive.
Anyway,I'm feeling nice and tired,going to enjoy an early night tonight after the mess that was today.Had my medical In Stockport..at half one.I set my alarm last night so I would be up early..but my electric ran out in the night lol so It didn't go off.Doh.
So I had 5 minutes to get ready when my social worker turned up rather than the few hours I had hoped for,the medical was bloody horrible too but I'm just glad it's done.
And I'm not just saying that to be nice!I wish I could design my own I want a new one,they are so addictive.Anyway,I'm feeling nice and tired,going to enjoy an early night tonight after the mess that was today.Had my medical In Stockport..at half one.I set my alarm last night so I would be up early..but my electric ran out in the night lol so It didn't go off.Doh.
So I had 5 minutes to get ready when my social worker turned up rather than the few hours I had hoped for,the medical was bloody horrible too but I'm just glad it's done.
mummylala
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Wow those are really good Mummylala!
Thank you
.. They are very addictive, i only have a few but fingers crossed i will have a few more when i get the hang of doing them myself
Danfalc
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Thank you
Welcome!I am jealous haha I wish I was good enough to do my own,or even just draw my own.I think it makes them that bit more special if they are unique
Make sure you post pics of any you do,if you get the time!Nice! Those are really good. Wish I lived near ya mummy - I'd let you practice on me as much as you want
Square_Eyes
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Just watched the first episode of This is England '86 on Channel 4. It was totally awesome so I'm in a good mood right now.
Tired work sucks!
work sucks!