I don't think anyone particularly cares tbh.
I feel sad. And lonely, and i had a dream and woke up really realising i missed someone that i can't see ever again so much, and actually i wish so much that i could have been loved like normal people in normal families, but really my family wasn't normal and is broken so doesn't even exist anymore..i mean i hardly say 2 word to 1 person now every day and sometimes am alone.
People just don't care or understand and i know this is soppy and not like me but all i honestly want is to be close to someone and be able to talk and have someone actually genuinely give a toss about me and it just makes me sad cos that is never gonna happen.
Oh well, to bed i go.