I started out the day positive and happy ready for anything...
My New Ex boyfriend: Decided he wanted to blab about
My boyfriend decided to tell his family every detail in out relationship. Making me seem like I was an emotional wreck. Some suicidal freak who would harm him if he actually faced me after the heartless breakup over an Instant message. Gosh i hate him so much. Probably told his friends because they are now ignoring me. So now I'm deleting my Myspace and Facbook because it's to depressing....
then i go to work. I have been calling out due to being ill not just a regular cold. but having to be in the ER get a lumbar puncture ill. So My boss tells me she didn't want to see any of my doctors notes because they meant nothing. I just sat there as she talked about how it was no excuse and how she was hiring someone else and how my hours would get cut. Not ever once asking how i felt. I wanted to run to the bathroom and cry. But i just nodded and went back to work trying to hold back tears.
I'm really sorry if i posted to much. It's just that right now I feel like I'm at my lowest and I have no one to talk to and i can't hold this in anymore. I want to scream and i want to stop crying and i feel like I'm going to have a panic attack gosh maybe I am crazy:

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