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SociallyAwkwardAndShy

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I started out the day positive and happy ready for anything...
My New Ex boyfriend: Decided he wanted to blab about
My boyfriend decided to tell his family every detail in out relationship. Making me seem like I was an emotional wreck. Some suicidal freak who would harm him if he actually faced me after the heartless breakup over an Instant message. Gosh i hate him so much. Probably told his friends because they are now ignoring me. So now I'm deleting my Myspace and Facbook because it's to depressing....


then i go to work. I have been calling out due to being ill not just a regular cold. but having to be in the ER get a lumbar puncture ill. So My boss tells me she didn't want to see any of my doctors notes because they meant nothing. I just sat there as she talked about how it was no excuse and how she was hiring someone else and how my hours would get cut. Not ever once asking how i felt. I wanted to run to the bathroom and cry. But i just nodded and went back to work trying to hold back tears.

I'm really sorry if i posted to much. It's just that right now I feel like I'm at my lowest and I have no one to talk to and i can't hold this in anymore. I want to scream and i want to stop crying and i feel like I'm going to have a panic attack gosh maybe I am crazy::(:
 

Square_Eyes

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Morning all. Got a lecture in 45 minutes which I'm not crazy about but I'll have the new episode of LOST waiting for me when I get back so that should keep my spirits up somewhat.
 
We are so cool we can go free..

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KiaraBlue

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Feeling tired..and tense because in friday there is some party in casino where I work and there will be lot of people including bosses..I hate this parties..not only because of my SA but also because I don't see what's the point of having party for stupid gamblers!What promotion?! LOL..pople will get free drinks, food, some cupons for the game and tomorrow 90% of them will forget that we are exist..
I really need to get a life..I only work and sleep..this is destroying me little by little..Still haven't been to psy. I don't don't know what the hell I am waiting for..I'm very near to fall into the depression again. For now I'm holding but who knows what tomorrow brings..
 

Pink_Paula

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I'm a bit annoyed! why is it when you talk to some guys they think it's ok to turn it sexual, i've been chatting with this guy for a few weeks and he seemed really nice, then today he decided it was ok to turn into a perv...i swear i'm giving up on people lol
 

Danfalc

Banned
A tiny bit better today despite only sleeping maybe two hours last night.I forced myself to still get up semi early,forced myself to have a shower and went to the shop.

The little things can be so hard for me to do sometimes,but its suprising how much better they can make you feel.
 

KiaraBlue

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I'm a bit annoyed! why is it when you talk to some guys they think it's ok to turn it sexual, i've been chatting with this guy for a few weeks and he seemed really nice, then today he decided it was ok to turn into a perv...i swear i'm giving up on people lol

Hehe, yeah..I have the same experience. But I think it's even worse..I'd rather not tell.::eek:: He was chating with me with 2 months!! and then like you said just turn into a pervert! Sooo sick..
 
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