i am feeling suicidal, i want to end it, or i want to get out of here, but there is no way out. i am stuck with ppl plotting behind my back, plotting to make things hell for me, spying on me, hacking through my accounts, hacking through my phone, and gossiping. that is all people are good at. i hope they all suffer.i want to get out an start ba new life, i have had enough, but even the council wont give me my own house because i am too vulnerable to stay around a druggy area. its like there is no way out of this mess. i am stuck with paranoya, darkness, people talking about me, people laughing and plotting my death. i am sick of hearing peoples voice talk. i am sick of it all. just want to end this. what is the point of being alive. there is no point at all. except to have these mood swings wheren i am happy one minute, n suicidal the next. need to get out! quicktime.