ogod. ohgodohgodohgodohgodohgodohgod.
i have ma first day in college tomoro meetin the people i'm gonna be with.
this better be blooody good.
and also. i better not be a shy wreck. speak lycra speak!
i just have to.
otherwise im gonna come home and curl up n die.
no actual joke btw!
ok am v scared. v scared.
kinda more bothered about what i'm gonna wear.
also i still fxcking have cramp from yesturday n wish it could be thursday or sumthin.
grrrh.
hope yous are fino =]xx
was soo happy about 45 mins ago now i feel like shit, sad, lonely and paro
just come back from a jobcenter (get you back to work even though you are incapable) interview.
thank god thats over with, few months till the next one.
D=
My day was ok. if anyone wanted 2 know realy lol.
some ways terrible ]:
1. We met our tutor. shewas a mad wee woman lol. she didn't seem 2 like me much thou cos she spent longer with everyone else goin over their results. then agen i felt responsible and proud woo! lmao =$
2. never really got talkin 2 the class except 1 girl. they were all kinda talkin already like they mostly knew each other n i did feel kinda outa place cos theyr probs all from the area n i'm not. but il hopefully blend in.
3. i held my head high n went for it. i didn't feel as confident as acted at the start. it shud be ok once i get used to the place.
so duno. not bad. better than goin to skool anyway lol [:
xx
you disabled by anxiety too?