How are you feeling?

[zlench]

Just the same old boring and can do nothing all day.

 

[social_phobia2008]

I'm feeling very rested for this hour. I should have been asleep for 6 hours now and I'm not cause I'm trying this stupid meds from plant as a sleep pill and I just took a day off from seroquel..but anyway I feel goooood.

 

[hulkamaniak]

Annoyed, just thinking about stuff that SP has taken away, like the fact that theres minimum chance ill ever get a girlfriend . . something i really want, only get to live once and will never get to experience it

 

[Atlantis]

I got some new strenght to do some progress in this years. But you don't see any results, you do not have any basis to know if you are doing fine or not. You are completely in the dark with nothing to guide you.

I started to go to the gym and I expect to make it an habit, something that doesn't look so hard after some time. Its a good place in there, at least you are not alone in your home. I am taking care or at least trying to take care of my hair what has always been a problem to me at least.

The bad thing is that I don't have much discipline so after some time I started to relax and forget about these things. I am having trouble sticking to the plan of action I created.

 

[Emma]

Lonley, hurt, confused....stupid, whats new

 

[morningmat]

Im so pissed off with this.. All i do is run my life with worrys, i feel most people are out to get me... like most people know me and in some way, i must of upset them some how, or maybe upset someone they know, so now they hate me... and want to hurt me...
Im scared of fighting and scared of fighting back...
Its controls everything in my life.... excuse after excuse to get out of going doing anything....I worry about things that happened years ago and am starting to get a little stressed with it.....
sorry about my first post,but it feels good to get it off my chest!!!!

 

[miss_amy]

Feeling really alone today. Don't know why but just feel bad. Craving company but scared of it too.

 

[summer]

feeling very scared, i have to do a presentation tomorrow at college. I dont no how im going to get through it. i hope i dont start pancking, blubbing and then make a complete idiot of myself.
I have bought some bach rescue remedy, i dont no if it works, i have never used it before but im going to give it a go.
wish me luck guys

 

[xSleepy]

Im really sad My mom is being really mean to me. I have absolutley no control over my life. I hardly ever cry and she MADE ME CRY!!! Why does my life have to be so damn difficult? to teach me to be grateful?
All life is doing for me right now is making me sad, depressed, lonely, anxious, and a very angry person.

I know I have to get a job to pay bills and rent. But when your depressed and crap its kinda hard to find the strength to do that.

 

[Danfalc]

Im really sad My mom is being really mean to me. I have absolutley no control over my life. I hardly ever cry and she MADE ME CRY!!! Why does my life have to be so damn difficult? to teach me to be grateful?
All life is doing for me right now is making me sad, depressed, lonely, anxious, and a very angry person.

I know I have to get a job to pay bills and rent. But when your depressed and crap its kinda hard to find the strength to do that.

Awrr.. i know ya probaly just wanted to vent and probaly didnt want someone to reply.Maybe your Mum is just trying to do what she thinks is best for you?... its hard for other people to understand,and they dont realise pushing us into stuff makes it worse.

It can get better you know,i struggled at home for various reasons and my Dad wasnt exactly supportive.But your not going to be at home forever if you dont want to be and then you will have more controll and be able to do things at your own pace.Try and keep ya chin up i know its hard.

 

[miss_amy]

Really weird day today. People seem to be paying me loads of attention which feels weird. One particular man at work seems very friendly, maybe a bit over friendly which freaks me out.

 

[Atlantis]

Really weird day today. People seem to be paying me loads of attention which feels weird. One particular man at work seems very friendly, maybe a bit over friendly which freaks me out.

LOL... like some sort of twilight zone. I know I have passed through that too.

 

[Laima4254]

I always feel lonely at night, just like right now. I want a hug =(

 

[miss_amy]

OMG! Got so embarrassed at work today. A man who keeps paying me attention said really loudly in front of everyone, 'nice arse by the way' to me. Everyone laughed, I got really embarrassed and went scarlett red. Now paranoid that what I'm wearing is highlighting my bum or something......Off to find a sack to wear for the rest of today.

 

[Zarrix]

^^^
Thats but almost anybody would be embarrassed by that tbh. When it happens to us, it is even worse though =(

Today went downhill at work today. At the end of the day I felt so nervous about other people judging me, that I wanted to get the hell out of there. Two more days of it now. Im considering cutting back my workload, the job is getting harder, and the new management pays more attention to what I do. Somethings gonna give I think.

 

[miss_amy]

Think I might have a problem developing at work. Guy at work who said I had nice bum yesterday today planted a great smacking kiss on my face. I'm not interested, I am married and by the way he has lady and is getting married in September.

I just don't know how to deal with this. I feel so uncomfortable.

 

[artist]

Im so pissed off with this.. All i do is run my life with worrys, i feel most people are out to get me... like most people know me and in some way, i must of upset them some how, or maybe upset someone they know, so now they hate me... and want to hurt me...
Im scared of fighting and scared of fighting back...
Its controls everything in my life.... excuse after excuse to get out of going doing anything....I worry about things that happened years ago and am starting to get a little stressed with it.....
sorry about my first post,but it feels good to get it off my chest!!!!

 

[artist]

hi mate, i get the same thoughts but i know they`re not true, just distorted by fear snd self doubt, steve.

 

[blonderedhead]

I felt so horrible earlier. I was so miserable and irritated by everyone that I kept getting really snappy and b*tchy which makes me feel so much worse! Like someone was in my face trying to talk to me about depression yesterday and they were like "well I find the best thing to do is laugh" and I made a b*tchy remark. I get so easily annoyed by happy people lol... And it makes me feel so evil :twisted:

 

[artist]

unless someone has experienced the titanic misery of depression then they will say dumb things, feeling evil is ok, let off some steam.