How are you feeling?

Srijita52

Srijita52

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Meh tired and lazy, I'm hating the fact I've to get up and do my homeworks..ugh!
Dinosaur said:
Great to hear another person happy:)


Me,i've been happy all day and really looking forward to weekend but not feeling great now for no particular reason.Think the lack of sleep is catching up on me and yet another friday night alone ::(: should be use to it by now!

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Thank you. :)
I'm sorry, I hope you get some rest and feel better soon.
 
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Nathália

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I have BDD I guess, nothing I am proud of because I'm tired of being diagnosed. I just want to have all of these issues disappear. I was having issues, like I've said a billion times before, I was servilely underweight and it wasn't by choice. I've gained my weight back and I feel like toot but this is where I'm supposed to be, I don't want to be bones and I guess I have to deal with being born this way. No matter how hard I try to be optimistic and tell myself I love how I am, it just does not work. The positive stuff is just covering up BS that have deep down that I need to work on. I feel stupid for even talking about this. I wish I to say something positive. today forecast shows warm weather, not too hot not too cold. There. Positive. Maybe... Ugh
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Beleza said:
I have BDD I guess, nothing I am proud of because I'm tired of being diagnosed. I just want to have all of these issues disappear. I was having issues, like I've said a billion times before, I was servilely underweight and it wasn't by choice. I've gained my weight back and I feel like toot but this is where I'm supposed to be, I don't want to be bones and I guess I have to deal with being born this way. No matter how hard I try to be optimistic and tell myself I love how I am, it just does not work. The positive stuff is just covering up BS that have deep down that I need to work on. I feel stupid for even talking about this. I wish I to say something positive. today forecast shows warm weather, not too hot not too cold. There. Positive. Maybe... Ugh
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I'm sorry. ::(: Don't really know what to say here but *hugs* for you, sweet girl.
 
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Amitush123

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Beleza said:
I have BDD I guess, nothing I am proud of because I'm tired of being diagnosed. I just want to have all of these issues disappear. I was having issues, like I've said a billion times before, I was servilely underweight and it wasn't by choice. I've gained my weight back and I feel like toot but this is where I'm supposed to be, I don't want to be bones and I guess I have to deal with being born this way. No matter how hard I try to be optimistic and tell myself I love how I am, it just does not work. The positive stuff is just covering up BS that have deep down that I need to work on. I feel stupid for even talking about this. I wish I to say something positive. today forecast shows warm weather, not too hot not too cold. There. Positive. Maybe... Ugh
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First of all I am glad you are no longer underweight and exposed to health risks.
Try to find the things you do like about yourself - traits and so on and focus on them. Remind yourself constanly that everyone have issues they need to take care of, and figure out what will be your best course of action :)
 
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Nathália

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MikeyC said:
I'm sorry. ::(: Don't really know what to say here but *hugs* for you, sweet girl.
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Thank you Mikey.

Amitush123 said:
First of all I am glad you are no longer underweight and exposed to health risks.
Try to find the things you do like about yourself - traits and so on and focus on them. Remind yourself constanly that everyone have issues they need to take care of, and figure out what will be your best course of action :)
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That is actually a route that I haven't taken yet. I find flaws and become self absorbed. True, each have their own set of issues. Your advice is helpful. Thanks Amitush.
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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Beleza said:
I have BDD I guess, nothing I am proud of because I'm tired of being diagnosed. I just want to have all of these issues disappear. I was having issues, like I've said a billion times before, I was servilely underweight and it wasn't by choice. I've gained my weight back and I feel like toot but this is where I'm supposed to be, I don't want to be bones and I guess I have to deal with being born this way. No matter how hard I try to be optimistic and tell myself I love how I am, it just does not work. The positive stuff is just covering up BS that have deep down that I need to work on. I feel stupid for even talking about this. I wish I to say something positive. today forecast shows warm weather, not too hot not too cold. There. Positive. Maybe... Ugh
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I'm sorry Beleza, I don't know what to say either. Stay strong.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Srijita52 said:
I'm frustrated with myself. Why can't I force myself do a single thing that I'm not interested in.
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Oh, yeah, I'm the same. It's hard to get motivated for this kind of stuff. I'm assuming you mean uni work? Try to reward yourself somehow after doing it so there's some end goal there. I hope you can find the drive you need!
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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MikeyC said:
Oh, yeah, I'm the same. It's hard to get motivated for this kind of stuff. I'm assuming you mean uni work? Try to reward yourself somehow after doing it so there's some end goal there. I hope you can find the drive you need!
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Thank you. :) Yep and I'm also trying to break it in small parts so I can handle it better. I hope it works.
 
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laure15

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I feel ashamed and disgusted at the same time. I had an unpleasant dream which triggered a negative daydream and feelings of weakness.
 
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Amitush123

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laure15 said:
I feel ashamed and disgusted at the same time. I had an unpleasant dream which triggered a negative daydream and feelings of weakness.
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You should not feel ashamed for things you have no control about, sometimes about brain reflect in our dreams things that we have not paid much attention to them while awake, but you can't control such thing and therefore should not feel ashamed :)
 
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Amitush123

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Fury & self - pity at the same time. I don't like to go out much, but when I do, I always see that random beautiful girl, that makes me feel, at first, lucky to be alive in a world which such beauty exists in. However, a moment later I am struck with the realization that women with such beauty wil never consider being in a relationship with someone as ugly asme, and that makes me angry...I just want to ditch my diet, order a pizza with many toppings together with a chocolate cake, and eat until I feel that I must sleep..bah
 
JuiceB

JuiceB

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EscapeArtist said:
this shouldn't be a place for giving power to negative thoughts but ugggggggh i am so ugly T_T I never want to go outside again.. without a hat. Or shades. Or a biiiiiiig jacket, that'd be nice. And a scarf. LOL.
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Wait a minute! I remember your pic, you beautiful.
 
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