How are you feeling?

KiaKaha

KiaKaha

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MrJones said:
Well, I can't talk for other people, but I don't.

I think constantly that people will ignore mine, or think I'm stupid or pathetic (which I am, most of the time).
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I guess it just stems from past experience. I cant help feel that way, thats why I dont say much with other people. I feel the way you do a lot of the time.. on a rational level its nonsense...but on an emotional one, I cant help to believe it.
Every time I hit the submit button I feel a twinge of shame and embarrassment.
 
MrJones

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ShyKiwi said:
I guess it just stems from past experience. I cant help feel that way, thats why I dont say much with other people. I feel the way you do a lot of the time.. on a rational level its nonsense...but on an emotional one, I cant help to believe it.
Every time I hit the submit button I feel a twinge of shame and embarrassment.
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Yeah, most of what I feel must be irrational.

Eternal battle between brain and heart.

They never seem to concur and I can't help but listen to my heart, but I stop as my brain tells me to do so. So I end up with nothing. Alone as always, but never as depressed as today. Until tomorrow.



I changed the topic a bit, sorry. I can't seem to be able to ignore some feelings.
 
MikeyC

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Re: beauty sleep

twiggle said:
Get well soon, Mikey.
I found that when I was working and feeling sad, it actually helped to go into work for the day. Kept my mind busy and focused on other stuff.
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Yeah, you're right. It was good to have my mind on other things and other people so I don't have to think about myself. But now work's over and it's back to that. Luckily I have this site and music to keep me going.

MrJones said:
Hope you feel better soon, mate :)
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Thanks, Jones. Same for you, too. :)

Aletheia said:
Why sad, Mikey?
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I had a mediocre conversation with my parents and I'm still affected by it, but because of that, my depression has flared up and now I'm getting swamped by it. I'm supposed to go to a Christmas dinner tonight but I think I might skip it.

Aletheia said:
10 hours is brief for me. I've always needed a lot, and I have a lot of time for it these days.

Some people seem to take pride in getting as little sleep as possible. But if I don't get enough sleep... bad things happen.
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Agreed. I can only seem to get about 7 hours these days because I wake up so early, but come the weekend and I'm in bed for 12. Sleep is awesome.

Do you get cranky/agitated/frustrated when you don't get enough sleep? Because I get that way.
 
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I feel like this thread drives me insane because I have gone to it over and over and I type and erase and I type and erase and I am so sick of doing that so I am coming out!

I do not know how I feel ever. So I just brush it off with "I'm good" I'm bad etc. I do not know how I feel because one million volts run through my mind.

I am a brick wall of apathy but it just takes one chisel on my brick wall for it all to crumble but I pick all of the pieces up and decorate them. It happens again and again and it has happened so much that each brick on my wall has a different emotion and story. That does not make sense? Well I have to explain my self in weird ways because I find it hard to use "simple words". I am very analytical and can not condense things in my head.

Even in therapy I always hated the feel question and my therapist would sit there with me for 30 mins as I felt small. I have was given activities on different emotions and I still can not identify.


Me right now. crap,happy,sad,mad,like crying, like I am ontop, like I am on bottom and that I might be legally insane because this question irks me no matter what has gone in in my life. Maybe I have gotten do use to the mask that I use to hide anxiety? Idk. I have to post this or I am going to come back after I erase. *sigh*
 
MikeyC

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PipsMcClawski said:
Might not, other students are already accusing her of showing favoritism. Im doing good because I actually work for it, but they love to place blame.
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Fair enough. If she likes you already, then there's no reason why she wouldn't accept the request. You seem to really want this to happen so I hope it does. :)
 
MikeyC

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Beleza said:
I am a brick wall of apathy but it just takes one chisel on my brick wall for it all to crumble but I pick all of the pieces up and decorate them. It happens again and again and it has happened so much that each brick on my wall has a different emotion and story.
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Maybe that's saying you want to care but can't for some reason? Apathy is a strong feeling despite its neutrality and I'm sure you hate it as much as I do.

Beleza said:
Even in therapy I always hated the feel question and my therapist would sit there with me for 30 mins as I felt small. I have was given activities on different emotions and I still can not identify.
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Therapy is not for everyone, and maybe it's not for you. I don't know for sure but it seems like, from this paragraph, that you're not getting much out of it.
 
Phoenixx

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Relieved.

One of my professors just e-mailed me saying that she didn't have my questions to my nutrition project. After double checking, turns out I submitted the wrong file. I had submitted this 3 weeks ago, so I didn't even think I had any of the files still. So while I'm having a heart attack, I'm searching all over my computer for these files with nothing to be found. Then I get to my USB drive, and it's sitting right where it should be. *phew* File submitted and thankfully she was nice enough not to even take points off or anything. :)
 
Phoenixx

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PipsMcClawski said:
Might not, other students are already accusing her of showing favoritism. Im doing good because I actually work for it, but they love to place blame.
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There will always be students who are going to love placing the blame no matter where you are, college, high school, etc. Reminds me of this little graphic I found today.

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Only once have I seen that the students were actually on spot when accusing a teacher of favoritism. My junior english teacher was exactly like that, awful... person she was. She would actually flirt with some of the jocks, loved the pretty, popular girls, and the kids who would fall on the lower end of the spectrum she treated quite rudely, like they didn't matter. Once grades came out, guess who had the higher grades whether they did anything or not? Yeah, and that woman still has her job. >.> Thankfully I was just average to her. She didn't treat me rudely, but she didn't adore me either. And I was perfectly fine with that.
 
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Nathália

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MikeyC said:
Maybe that's saying you want to care but can't for some reason? Apathy is a strong feeling despite its neutrality and I'm sure you hate it as much as I do.


Therapy is not for everyone, and maybe it's not for you. I don't know for sure but it seems like, from this paragraph, that you're not getting much out of it.
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Thank you Mikey C. I don't know. This is the question of my life and I haven't found it yet because so much runs through my head 24/7. You're right it is not for everyone, thank you for reminding me.
 
MikeyC

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Beleza said:
Thank you Mikey C. I don't know. This is the question of my life and I haven't found it yet because so much runs through my head 24/7. You're right it is not for everyone, thank you for reminding me.
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I might be wrong about that, though, and it is for you. I'm just some random guy, haha. I hope you find something. :)
 
superfluouslyme

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I'm seeing Dr. Cop tomorrow. It's been a while since I've seen her and I'm nervous.

Also, I put the jewelry that my mother makes on a Tumblr account. I gave it a name that she and I thought was cool, but today I got a message from a guy saying that I was violating his copyright by using the name and I should contact him immediately. He left a phone number, but there is no way in hell I'm going to call him! I sent a message back saying that I'd changed the name of the Tumblr and removed all uses of the name. I don't think he'll pursue anything further (and he certainly isn't going to get any money out of me, 'cause I ain't got none), but I'm freaking out about it. I sold three necklaces, but they were to a friend and I've never printed the name on anything. I just wrapped the jewelry in tissue paper and sent it using the USPS.
 
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