well someone in my college opely admitted they mess with me purposely because i believe everything so easy and i get stressed easily. i really dont like that person, but only 1 year left until i finish my course. my dad has said that my mom said she didnt want to have children to me before and ever since i thought my mom was trying to poison me with food, only after i got acid reflux i felt most things i was eating were making me ill so i dont usually have dinner on time and i make my own food. my brother sometimes annoys me purposely but i dont know if its just brothers by nature so i dont enjoy speaking to him anymore i usually just stay in my room avoid anyone who wont leave me alone for a while. my dad sometimes says im crazy and he laughs, i never find it funny, he doesnt get that im upset and he still says it all the time. but i honestly dont trust anyone in my house to be honest. they always want me to eat and they watch me its so annoying -_-