the only person that messes with my mind is me
So true! I feel the exact same way.
Anyway, I often have the fear that people have ulterior motives and that they are screwing with me or lying to me. Even if it's something ridiculous. I think it's just this insecurity I have with myself, and the fact that it's really hard for me to trust people. When I logically think about it, I don't think the people that love me would ever intentionally hurt me. However, my emotions tell me differently sometimes because it's just a
fear I have.