it's ok! u don't even have to post much. u could be missed on here!
are you working now? How bad is your anxiety now? sorry Im nearly the same age of you but still suffering so...Yeah. I'm 41 and now I've actually got something to give. Nobody wants it!
When I could only get part time work I could tell myself, I'm lonely because I'm a failure. Now I'll just always be lonely no matter what.